It's so intriguing to speak with the side of her that tells the truth. The side of her that is dying to break her down and build her back up for more torture. It's okay. My other side couldn't be as heartless as Marri... but I have gotten my answers through Leah, thankfully. I was right... the sappy messages and love poems just ain't cuttin' it. But... patience is a virtue. I just have to wait. Things take time. I made a simple request to miss Marri, and even she refused, though it could benefit her. Leah will have to talk to Marri again... how can she resist? After tonight's conversation, they clearly have a thing. Eck. But it's to my advantage... I'm gonna make everything better... I promised... *sigh* This is my last chance. It's now or never, because she's falling apart. I can save her, but she needs to help me. Just a little push can go a long way. So... I'm working on it. I'm dating someone already, I know, but... I can't leave a friend hangin'.... can I? Forgive me. These are words that need to be spoken, thoughts that need to be shared, even if it's not with the right people...
Well, tonight was interesting... I shall hope for more nights like this to come. Truth may equal a price, but I'm tired of living in the dark. I'll pay whatever price, I just need some fucking light around here.
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The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
De TodoIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...
