Kona: I think I ruined childrens innocence back in 7th grade
Mason: how
Kona: lol fantasy bullshit on 39clues.com
Kona: Evellius Hollow, the great, depressed, formal winged immortal.
Kona: One of my characters.
Kona: Pretended to be him online.
Kona: 39clues chat
Kona: lol That's how I met my gf
Mason: aw
Kona: Funny how that works.... i used to play with people's hearts for entertainment and I did it with joy, but instead I fell in love. It's one of the reasons I hate myself. Pretended to be someone I'm not a lot back ion seventh grade and broke a lot of hearts.
Kona: in*
Kona: And I did it to my gf twice. She always forgives me though, through and through. She never breaks. A very strong girl. I admire her for that.
Kona: And so in return, I'm honest with her.
Kona: About some things, not a lot.
Kona: I still need my secrets.
Kona: Almost broke up with her recently... I can't stand the idea that I could be hurting her. She doesn't show it. She supresses a lot of anger and sadness.
Kona: I hated myself more for that...
Kona: felt like such a selfish move.
Kona: Breaking up with her so I didn't have to bear the pain of the idea that I hurt her with just words.
Kona: So I could find a happier, more subtle relation.
Kona: It just doesn't work that way, though...
Kona: I feel like I'm annoying I'm gonna shut up now >~<
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The Partial Journal of Kona Firestar
De TodoIn this I write my emotions. Journal entries, how my day went, my poetry (and maybe a few others). Some of you might notice song quotes intertwined with a few entries or poems. That is because some songs inspire me. So go ahead and read this. I'll p...
