November 22, 2013
Dear Sydney Zoe,
My best friend. My mistress of mayhem. My partner in crime. My sister from another mister. You are one of the only three people that I am not blood related to that I wouldn't be able to live without. I will always want to be there for you, and I am heartbroken when you need me and I can't be there. I hope you know you're truly perfect. I hope you know I miss you tons.
The second I get a car and my license I'm going to visit you every weekend I can. If I could pick someone to be my roommate for life I would pick you because we never get mad at each other. The one time that we did was back when I was too naive and self-righteous to admit I wished I could take back it all and just be your best friend again.
I was nervous when Trinity brought me to your apartment after we had been only acquaintances for around three years. I was nervous you didn't want to be friends again, that you would be mad I was coming back randomly from the blue. I was terrified I would be sent away from someone I truly missed and cared about. Yet, you accepted me and I felt instantly at home with you. I never felt that comfortable so quickly with anyone. I'm still slightly uncomfortable with my parents and siblings! With you I could shout whatever words I want and do what ever I want. I could wear what ever and do whatever I wished.
I miss our spill zones and how we always collaborated on new ways to piss Trinity off. I love how we always trash talk her because she's a clueless, annoying, blonde bitch. Not to mention a bit of a hypocritical religious freak. She claims she is a prefect little Catholic, but she's dating a guy while talking shit about him and flirting with other guys. More specifically our guys. We have a good reason to hate the dumb bitch.
I hope we see each other soon. I hope you have the best birthday ever today! Also keep your eye out for a box in the mail. ;D Just a little hint!
Love Forever,
Nicole Stacia
