July 3, 2014
SHORT UPDATE
So today I went out to the pool with Trin and Sydnee. It was a pretty great day! but now I'm home and again I find that somehow trin has stole my crush's heart from me. That's two for two now! I thought I was so close both times and now I'm alone. I intend on trying to win over her crush at play practice! He's really kind and gentle! And I do like him! I know it's a bitchy thing to do, but she started it! SHE stole Will first when she KNEW I liked him!! I just wasn't pursuing him too far because he's my brother's best friend! She should soon feel the pain of being unloved, it's a pain I've never known NOT to feel! Also, soon I will be tumbling back down to zero days clean. I fully intended on cutting tonight. There's a surgical scalpel right here. Who knows how deep I will go? Of course not deep enough to be dangerous, I have unfinished business here. Sleep tight, my loves.
