In Love With An Outlaw

Can't Wait To See You Again

      I can't wait to see Ashley again. It's been a few weeks since the photo shoot. He's called the shop a few times to talk to me, because I haven't given him my cell or home phone number yet. I want to get to know him little bit first before I do that. I've been hurt before I don't want to go through that again.

      It seems like every time we talk lately he has asked me out. I haven't said yes to him yet though. Don't get me wrong, he's a great man, but I just don't want to say yes to dating him to quickly though.

      I guess not being in that many relationships has made me a little bit cautious about things like this. I just don't want to jump into a relationship again and get hurt like before.

      Des thinks that I'm crazy for waiting to go out with Ashley, he thinks Ash is cute and he is, but I know it's for the best. Desi should remember why I'm waiting anyway, he was there when that one relationship went bad. Besides Ashley and the guys are going on tour soon anyway, so what's the point.

      I wish that I could go on tour with them though. Going to places I've only dreamt of and seeing the guys play venues they've dreamt of playing. It would be awesome, but maybe some day I'll be able to go with them.

      I guess I'm stuck here until they get back from tour. I'll just hang out with my friends and go to work. I haven't seen much of LA since I've moved here, so, I'll do that.

      One thing I defiantly going to do is go to the Viper Room every Sunday in August and see Black List Union in concert. I'm taking my friends to the Sunset Strip Music Festival (SSMF) to see BVB, Motley Crue, and a few other bands. The sop will be busier and crowed than usual, but oh well. I would whether be busy than sitting around not doing anything and wishing Ashley was here.

      Before Ashley goes on tour, I'll go out with him.I don't want to have any regrets of not doing it sooner than later, besides I fell hard for that outlaw.

      I can't stand being without him. I want to be with him all the time, I can't wait to be with him again.

      I've seen pictures of him with a few young fans (about 8 or 9 year old), I loved the pictures. He seemed so happy and the little ones seemed to love meeting him. The little ones are so cute and Ashley looked amazing as usual.