In Love With An Outlaw

Stay With me

- The next day-

      How am I going to tell this wonderful and loving man that I'm with now, that I'm pregnant with my ex's child, again.He needs to know, but it's going to be harder than I that,but here goes everything though.

      Tyson- What's wrong?

       Me- I don't know how to say this, but....

       Tyson- You're dumping me for your ex, aren't you?

        Me- No, I'm not doing that,but what I have to say does involve Ashley though.

       Tyson- What is it?

        Me- I'm pregnant again and it's Ash's child.

        Tyson- What? When?

        Me- When him and I were together, before us.

        Tyson- So, about a month or so ago?

         Me- yeah.

         Tyson- So id he going to be in the baby's life like he is with your daughters?

          Me- Yeah he is, but if he slips up and drinks one little bit, it's over. He will not be able to see the kids if that happens.

           Tyson- Good. I hope that he keeps that promise, for the kids.

           Me- How about you? I hope that this doesn't change anything between us.

           Tyson- Sadly, it does somewhat. I'm not going to brake up with you, but I'm not sure about all of the kids and who the father is.

           Me- Yes he has a bad rep, but he is still a good father though. When he is actually with the kids. I don't tell the guys much about some of the stuff that he does, if I tell them at all. I just don't want them to know a lot of what he's doing. I think that it might be for the best if they don't know about that stuff right now.

           Tyson- Yeah, the less they actually know the better it will be, best for them right now. I wish that I could see my son a little bit more than I do, but I can't right now, which sucks.

             Me- Yes it does big time. I bet your some misses you like crazy right now.

             Tyson- Yeah, I defiantly miss him like crazy. Why does stuff like this have to be so hard?

              Me- I don't know, but  it does though and I hate it. But I guess if it was easy, some people just wouldn't learn a damn thing from it though. And some just don't even help.

              Tyson- That's so true.

              Me- I just wish that he wouldn't do half of the stuff that he does, but it's him for it though.

              Tyson- Yeah, it is.

               Me- I know that I shouldn't be worried about him this much, but I can't help it. He is going to be a part of my life in some way, like it or not.

                Tyson- I know that he is. Just try not to worry about it as much okay? It's not that good for you or the baby too worry like this.

                Me- yeah you're right. I just need to relax and not have to deal with this for a while.

                Tyson- Yes you do beautiful. You need to have time to yourself like a spa day or something.

                 Me- That would be nice, but I have two little angels at home that need me though.

                 Tyson- Well why don't I babysit for you? You can have your day and I can get to know the girls better.

                  Me- Sounds good to me. I just hope that you can handle them.

                   After that we went back to my place. I hope that he knows what he is in for with those two bundles of energy. He is going to need back up. Maybe I should call one of his friends to help him out or should I, we'll see.