In Love With An Outlaw

Trouble With Goodbye

Ash- Why can't we get back to where we used to be?

Me- Because you did everything possible to ruin it for everyone.

Ash- Bullshit.

Andy- Ash, you can't call bullshit on this one, because she is right.

Ash- You can't tell me what to do.

Me- Well, I can Ash, shut up and leave.

Ash- No.

Me- Well, I can make you. Arrest him.

Ash- El, no please. Don't do this.

Me- Sorry Ash, I don't have any other choice.

The police came in and arrested Ash. I'm just glad that Jinxx and Desi got the kids out of here were they couldn't see that. They have been through too much already today, they don't need the added stress of seeing that. I love them too much to let them go through that. I need to figure out what to tell the girls about Ash getting arrested. I can't believe he was that out of it. He need to get help before this shit happens again, but he won't. If he does get help, it won't last that long before he is back to doing the same shit all over again.

-The next day-

I filed for full custody of the girls and for Ash to give up his right to them or go to jail. Andy and all of the others are with me on that one. Ash will be pissed off, but he needs to see the big picture here. To see what all of this is doing to the girls and how it's making them feel. I know that the girls won't fully understand it right now, but it's for their own safety. Ash needs to see how bad his health is getting from all of the binge drinking and all that he is doing. But it's not like he even cares at all. But why am I the only one that remotely cares rather he lives or dies? I don't think that I will ever stop loving him completely though. I just wanted him to stay the guy that I met years ago, but too late for that now.

Andy- I have never seen Ash react that way, it's crazy.

Jake- I know,  but it's him for it though.

Andy- Sadly, yup. I can't believe that he went and did it again and now losing everything. I thought that he would have learnt from the first several times of doing this.

Jinxx- We know, but it' his own stupid ass mistakes though. What are we going to do about the whole recording situation?

Andy- I don't know right now,  but we will figure something out though.

CC- Yeah, I hate that all of this is happening to such a sweet person though.

Jake- Yeah, but she is tough and strong  though. She also has us to help her though.

I can't believe those sweet guys. I walked into the living room to see that they had the twins with them.

Andy- Hi sis. How are you doing?

Me- Okay, I guess. Emotionally, I feel like I've been hit by a Mac truck more than once, again. Ash is the biggest asshole that I have even been with, ever. I'm going to make sure that he doesn't get to see the girls ever again.

Andy- We will help you in any way we can, even if it means going against Ash.

Me- Thank you Andy, but I can't ask you to do that though.

Andy- I know that you didn't ask us too, but if we have too we will.

I gave Andy a hug than got something to eat.

Me- So, how is the record coming along?

Jinxx- It's going good right now.

I knew he was lying.

Me- Yeah, sure it is.

Jinxx- Damn it, how did you know that I was lying.

Me- Your eyes say it all little brother.

Jinxx- Okay, Ash is being an ass. I can't believe that I'm saying this, but we might have to replace him if he keeps this up.

Jake- It's so bad that he is doing half of that shit just to see what we will do.

Me- God, please help him.

I started crying, my sweet little girl, Skylar, gave me a hug.

Sky- Mommy, it be okay. You have me, sissy and uncles. Don't cry.

My little Sky knew that I needed to hear that. I love both of those girls so much. Same with my little brothers. I'm glad that I have this family right now. I wouldn't change it for all the money in the world.

Me- Thank you baby. If you do replace Ash let me know, I might know someone that is willing to join the group.

Andy- We will let you know.

Me- Okay.

Andy- Don't worry, everything will be okay.

Me- I hope so. It's just hard saying goodbye to someone that you love.

Andy- I know.

He gave me a hug. I will be glad when I get to put this all behind me.