In Love With An Outlaw

Anything Right

- A month later-

      Will, I talked to this guy that I like about me liking him and that I wanted to date him. He said that he liked me too and that he had wanted to ask me out for a while. I am so happy right now. :)

- The next day-

       I don't feel so good today. I'm starting to feel a little bit like I did when I was pregnant with the twins, but Ash and I was careful so this wouldn't happen again like this, man.

       I haven't told Ash anything yet, I'm not even sure if I really am yet or not. Just when I try to start a new chapter in my life, this happens.

- A week later-

        I just found that I am pregnant again. Man, here comes the Ash drama all over again. I didn't want him to be in my life like this again. It took me this long to keep him sober enough so he could keep seeing the girls. What now? How in the hell am I going to tell him about this?  I was just so wanting Ash to be the girls father, now this. I can't wait to just tell him and get it over with.

- The next day-

         I called Ash and said that I needed to talk to him. He asked me what about, I told that it was something that I had to tell him in person. He said that he would meet up with me in about an hour or so. I can't wait an hour or so, I needed to tell him now, thankfully I have the day off. I asked him where he was and I would meet him there, because of what I had to tell him couldn't wait. He said that he was at his ex's work place. Some strip club out in the middle of nowhere or it seemed like it.

- An hour later-

           I finally got out here. I hate driving like that by myself. there was something that I've never liked about places like this, but I guess when you have to, you got to work some where. I walked in and saw him with his ex, figures. I walked over to them.

           Me- Ash, I need to talk to talk to you now!

           Ash- In a minute, I'm with my girl!

           Me- Fine, you can forget about seeing your daughters than!

           His ex- You have kids?! I'm through with you, it's over!!

           Ash- Babe, wait! Can't we work something out! ( He looks back at me and he was beyond pissed then.) Thanks, you just ruined that relationship! I hope you're happy now!

           Me- A little, that was just a bonus, but that's not what I really came here for. I'm pregnant again and it's yours.

           Ash- What?!

           Me- I know you heard me the first time and yes, you heard right.

           Ash- What? We were careful.

           Me- But not careful enough, because it happened.

           Ash- Are you sure that I'm the father and not the other guy you've been dating?

           Me- Yes, I'm sure that you're the father. I was with you a month ago and I'm a month along in the pregnancy, so, there's your answer.

           Ash- Damn! What now?

           Me- You will get to see this one like you do the girls. The same thing goes with being sober. You don't stay sober, you don't get to see the kids.

           Ash- Ok, I'll try and stay sober, for myself and the kids.

           Me- Good, keep it that way.

           Now that I've told Ash and he is getting used to the idea about another kid. How do I tell the other person in my life about this. It's going to be a little harder than I thought to get the courage up to tell him. I don't know how he is going to react to all of this.