In Love With An Outlaw

Open Arms

      " I can't wait to see that man and get a hug from him." I said to Desi. I was a little nervous and excited. Than I asked, " How much longer do I have to wait for him?"

      Desi told me, " It's not going to be much longer, Hun."

      Des is always the one that could calm me down in situations like this. He just didn't want me to worry about Ashley and the guys.

      My cell phone started ringing, Down At The Whiskey by Motley Crue is the ring tone for Ashley. "Hmm. I have a text from Ash." I smiled as I read it. Des looked over my shoulder to read the message. Desi read it out loud:

      - 10 more minutes and we'll be there. Can't wait 2 c u :)  ~ Ur Outlaw~

      Awww, I'm glad he texted me that and I love it. He's so sweet and caring, I can't stop smiling about it now.

- 10 minutes later-

      We were almost to the gate when I looked down at my watch. "Their plane just landed!" I yelled. I'm so happy and can't wait any longer. I ran the rest of the way to the gate.

      When I got there they had just opened the door to let them off the plane. A few started to come off and then there he was. "I see him." I said. I had a big smile on  my face when he saw me. I couldn't help it, I've missed him.

      "Ash!" I yelled,I ran to him. "I missed you." I said, I wanted him to know that. "I've missed you too." he replied as he pulled me towards him. I just went into his arms and gave him the biggest hug that I could. When I hugged him I didn't care who was around. It was the best feeling to hug him again after him being on tour. I love these moments.

      In that moment I realized that I wanted to kiss him so bad, but for some reason I didn't. I don't know why I didn't ether. I have a chance to kiss the most gorgeous man on the planet and I didn't. What the hell is wrong with me?

      I think he knew I wanted to kiss him in that moment, but held back from it. I could kind of tell it when we started to leave after we got the rest of the bags.

      He stopped me right before I got to the car, he pulled me so close I could smell his Axe body spray and he kissed me. I didn't stop him from kissing me. For a moment I was shocked by it, but I didn't want it to end ether.

      WOW! I'm still in shock and can't believe that happened. I couldn't stop thinking about it the whole way to Ash's apartment. I'm going to be staying with him for a few days.

      When we get to Ash's apartment building, we go to his apartment on like the third floor. I can't believe I'm finally here with him. As soon as we get to the door I heard Tokyo and Killer running around inside. As soon as Ash opened the door they came running to him. They are so cute, I know Ash missed seeing those two everyday. Those little ones are Ash's little four legged kids, he loves them.

      I can't help but to wonder how long Ash is going to be home before he has to leave again. I hope it's a while before he has to go though.