In Love With An Outlaw

Open Your Eyes

-A week later-

        Well Ash has been calling me about every hour now to check on the girls and me.I've begin to just letting one of the guys get it so I don't have to say a word to him. I don't get that man, one minute he seems like he doesn't give a shit about us and the next minute he is worried sick about us. He needs to figure out what the hell he wants to do, because I'm tired of this shit. Plus it's not good for me to be that stressed out right now anyway.Just wish that Ash would get it though.

        I mean , I'm glad that Ash realized that he messed up, but sadly it may be to late now. At least the girls get to say hi to him everyday though and he is so sweet to them.

        When the girls aren't talking to Ash, the guys are showing them how to play some of the games on the PS4 and they are having a blast doing that. Tyson even played Candyland with them for a while. (More like hours, but he didn't care and I was happy to see that.) I honestly don't think that Ash would do that with them, but who knows for sure though. I hope Ash changes for the better, but we'll have to see what happens in the next little bit with him. Skylar came running up to me and very happy.

        Skylar- Mommy, I won at Candyland!

        Me- That's great honey.

        She ran back to were Tyson and Beth was. I was so happy that she was having that much fun with them.

-Months later/NAMM/BVB's booth-

        Me- Ashley, how are you?

        Ash- Good. I miss you.

        Me- Ash, we can't get back together. Besides if we did get back together, it won't be what we had. You messed it up for us.

        Ash- How did I do that?

        Me- You drank too much, cheated, got jealous of the guys I dated. It messed my life up and how do you think that it effected the girls?

        Ash- Not in a good way.

        Me- That's right Ash. They've even cried because of everything that's happened. I never want to see that again, it's heartbreaking.

        Ash- But it doesn't have to be that way.

        Me- No it doesn't, but like I've said though, we can't get back together. I don't want the girls to be around you drinking.

        Ash- But.....

        Me- But nothing Ash, it's over.

        Ash- Fine, whatever will make you happy.

        Me- Be glad that I'm still letting you see the kids.

        Ash- Yeah, whatever.

        Me- Ash, it's not the end of the world.

        Ash- It's the end of mine, you and the kids are my life.

        Me- Aww Ash, but you did what you promised me that you wouldn't do. That's what ruined us.

        Ash- I'm sorry that I did that, I would really like another chance.

        Me- I've given you chances, but you've done something to mess it up. You're out of chances.

        Ash tries not to cry, but couldn't help but to let a few tears escape and run down his cheeks.

        Ash- Looks like I've lost my true love forever than.

        Me- I guess so.