In Love With An Outlaw

My Lovely Man

      Oh, man, I have to tell him now. I'm scared to death and the guys could see how bad it is. Ash defiantly was wondering what was going on now, first it was the text, then me asking about the mall, and me nervous as hell. He was probably wonder what the hell was wrong. Andy came over to me.

      Andy - Go on, tell him. :)

      Me- Andy, not now.

      Andy (pushing me towards Ash)- It's ok. Go for it. :)

      Me- Ok, anything to get you to stop pushing me.

      I took a big breath and walked towards Ash. I looked back around at Andy. He told me to go and gave me a thumbs up. :) Here I go changing Ash and I's life forever.

      Me- Ash, I need to talk to you. ( I said nervously)

      As I sit down beside Ash, the other were getting ready for the show, but moved to were they could hear Ash's reaction to the news. My little dorks, oh how I love them so. :)

      Ash- What's is it? You're nervous as hell. :) (He kind of laughed and smiled. I love that smile.)

      Me- Um..... I need to tell you something and I don't know how you're going to react.

      Ash- Well, just tell me. It can't be that bad, can it? :)

      Me- No. :) (I smiled and took a deep breath.) Ok, here it goes, I'm pregnant.

      Ash was shocked. He was speechless. A minute later.....

      Ash- W-what? When did it happen?

      Me- 3 weeks ago. I was going to tell you tomorrow, but then you got the text from Des. I knew then I had to tell you that tonight.

      Ash- That's why you asked me about going to the mall.

      Me- Will, it was one reason, but I wanted to go anyway. :) So, are you shocked, mad, or what? Talk to me.

      Ash- More shocked then any thing. Why didn't you tell me on the phone when I called you?

      Me- Because I wanted to tell you in person, I thought I owed you that much.

      Ash- Yeah, but a baby? Man.

      He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. I put my hand on his arm and told him to get ready for the show, that I would see him later. I stood up to leave and then.....

      Ash (stood up, with a smile on his face, and grab my hand)- Wait, I want you to help me with my make-up. :)

      Me (turning towards Ash)- Why? You can do it yourself.

      Ash- I want to spend as much time as I can with you, before the baby comes. :) (He has a big smile on his face.)

      I gave him the biggest hug that I could and helped him get ready for the show.

-20 minutes later-

      Their manager, Jon, came in and told them it was show time. He asked why I was still in the dressing room for. Ash told him what was going on.Jon, needless to say, was shocked, but was happy for us. :)

       The guys and I walked to the stage, I was walking beside Ash the whole time and holding his hand. Man, watching any concert from the side of the stage is awesome in it's on right, but a BVB and A7X show is better. I'm glad I get to do that again. I kissed Ash before he went on stage and I gave the others a hug. I love doing that again.

      Andy- Everything's going to be ok. :)

      He smiled that cute and sweet smile of his and went on stage. Juliet is so lucky to be dating him and he is so much more happier since they started dating. :)

      I don't know how the fans are going to react to the news of the baby. But seeing Ash happy is the best thing in the world. Some of the fans will be happy, while the rest will be mad as hell. But, oh well, let them think and feel what they want to, it's them for it. I love Ash and that will never change, no matter what. :")

      I was watching the show and it was amazing, then Andy started talking. It was right before they were going to play Rebel Love Song.

      Andy- Hi guys, listen up. Come on, shh. :)

      Ash (whispering to Andy)- What the hell are you doing?

      Andy- They're going to find out sooner or later. Don't you think they should hear it from you.

      Ash- Yeah. Hold on, one second.

      Ash walked over to me and said he was going ahead and telling the fans at the show the news about the baby. :)

      Me- Go for it. :)

      Ash pulled me on stage.

      Andy- Guys, Ash has an announcement to make. Here's the mic go for it. :)

      Ash- Here we go, you ready for this?

      Me- Yeah, I'm ready, go for it. :)

      I smiled and and laughed, then Ash smiled. Ash held my hand, I used my free hand to rub his arm and got the mic. I think he was more nervous then me at that moment.

      Ash- Hi guys, listen up.This is weird for me to say, but Elvira and I are having a baby. :)

      A silence fell over the crowd, then cheering.

      Andy- Congrats man. (Jokingly) Daddy Purdy, has a nice ring to it. :) ( and gave Ash a hug and then me.)

      Ash smiled and laughed, he looks so cute when he smiles, I love it. He gave me a hug and a kiss, then helped me back off stage. I remember the crowd screaming like crazy. I was so happy. :) After that they played Rebel Love Song and finished the show. That was one of the greatest nights of my life. :) I couldn't stop smiling and nether could Ash.