In Love With An Outlaw

Beautiful Girls

-July 18-

      While it's the day, the day the babies finally came, man so much has happened.

      Our two beautiful little ones are here through, so everything is starting to go well again. The babies are fine and healthy, thank goodness.

       We have two beautiful little girls, Skylar Rayne and Elizabeth Rose.

       It feels just like yesterday I was telling Ash that I was pregnant, now we have two beautiful angels.

       Man were did the time go. I'm just glad that Ash was able to be here. I don't know what I would be doing or where I would be right now without him.

-The next day-

        When I woke up today, there was a dozen long stem pink roses sitting on the night stand next to the bed. I looked at the card, they were from Ash. Then I saw the long stem red roses, man Ash is going all out, but they wasn't from Ash, they were from Dave. Oh man, I hope that Ash doesn't see the card. That would not be good.

          The card said:

          Can't wait to see you in August. I love you. Dave

           It's sweet, but kind of weird that he said he loved me. This is so crazy. I thought that he know about me and Ash.

           If I don't tell Ash and he finds out he might leave me. If I do tell him, he will get pissed and might leave me. can't win for losing. I would rather him know the truth and hear it from me and be pissed over it than hear it from someone else and be beyond pissed. I love Ash to much to hurt him.

-An hour later-

            Ash just walked into my room, now is the time to tell him.

            Ash- Hi babe! How are you feeling?

            Me- I feel great right now, but there is something that I need to tell you.

            Ash- Where did the red roses come from? I know I didn't send them to you.

            Me- That's just it they're from Dave. Here's the card that came with them.

            I handed him the card, he was getting pissed as he read it.

            Ash- August? Why August?

            Me- Pop Evil's L.A. Show, I'm going to it.

            Ash- I'm going to that show with you. Why did he say that he loved you?

            Me- I don't know, that's what I can't figure out. If you can't go with me I'll take Juliet or Ella, if not both of them with me to it.

            Ash- I'm going with you, because I want to give him a piece of my mind.

            Me- That's the main reason why I didn't want to tell you about it. I knew you would want to hurt him.

            Ash- I just want to get to the bottom of this.

            Me- I can ask him about it over Facebook if you want me to?

            Ash- Do it.

            When I got on Facebook, I noticed one of my friends statuses, he posted that his father passed away. Here I was ready to say something to Dave about the card he sent me and I find out that one of my friends' dad dies. For some reason I'm not mad at Dave for doing that now. All of these thoughts ran through my head. I need sometime to process this stuff and think before saying anything.

             First it was Andy's grandpa, than my friend's sister, now another one of my friends dad dies. What in the hell is going on.

              The guys had the tour with my uncles, but sadly had to pull out, because of Andy's grandpa passing away.

               It's not fun loosing someone like that, been there, it sucks.