In Love With An Outlaw

Hurting

-16 days later/The day I won't forget-

      January 9, man, I can't wait for the baby to come. We got some amazing thing for it from fans. I'm starting to show some now, wow, almost 3 months, time really pasts fast.

      Ash and I had to some stuff that we had to do, so we went in to the city. I had to take back a movie back to the movie place and stuff like that. If I had any ideas of what was going to happen, I wouldn't have lefted the apartment. We were in an accident. Ash was ok, just a few bumps and bruises and a little sore. Me, on the other hand, had a broke my finger, bruised my shoulder, but just shook up more than anything. I don't know how the baby is yet, but man, I just want everything to be ok and all this to be over with.

      After the accident first happened, the doors locked. Ash was able to unlock his door and get out. Me, I couldn't get my door unlocked or open.

      Me (yelling, scared)- Ashley! Ashley! Get me out of here!

      I was pushing on the door like crazy trying to get out.

      Ash- Hold on! I'm trying to get you out of there right now!

      Some how Ash got the door open, I don't see how with the car the way it was. The hood was smashed in and a big dint near my door.The car was beyond repair, completely totaled.

      I went to the ER to get checked out. I knew they would keep me over night and run some test just to make sure everything is ok, but I didn't expect the answers that I got. The baby seemed to be ok, they finally found a heartbeat, for now. I'm so happy right now, I hugged and kissed Ash.

-The next day-

       After staying in the hospital over night, I get to go home, but I have to take it easy for a while. I just don't want to loose the baby. Des took us home and told us if we needed anything just to let him know and he would see what he could do. That's my little brother for you. :) Kraven and the other guys said the same thing. :) And people wonder why they're my family for. :) It will give me time to think about the baby's room and everything. Juliet and Sammi hung out with me some. :) Too bad Ella couldn't be here right now, she could've hung out with us too.

      We watched movies and they helped with the little four legged kids. I hope when the baby comes, Tokyo or Killer don't bite it. I don't want to have to get rid of them or anything.Plus it would just brake Ash's heart if that happened.

-The next day-

      I talked to Mick today for a while. He said that they did a few KIA commercials and that they are going on tour with KISS this summer. :) I would love to go to one of those shows, that would be awesome. :)

      I heard that BVB might be going on tour with my uncles later this year. I so hope that they would, that would be amazing. :) The one thing that I can't help but to think about is how crazy it would be with my uncle, Tommy, and Christian on the road together. There would be no telling what they would get into together.

      Maybe I can go with them on that tour, I hope so, we'll see.

      I still feel like crap after the wreck, I can barley move without anything hurting like hell. I'm so used to doing everything for myself, I'm having trouble asking for help sometimes.

      Scout came over some to watch movies with me, Juliet, and Sammi. I can tell Juliet and Smmi didn't like her being here that much.

-A month later-

       I still can't do that much right now. Des and Kraven have to take me to the docter's today, man. I wish that Ash didn't have to go on tour right now. I hope everything's ok. I didn't want to, but I did what the doctor told me to do. I really want the baby to be ok.