In Love With An Outlaw

The Feeling

-The next day-

      Everything seems better today, nothing has happened to any of the other babies yet, which is always good. I still can't believe that we lost on, man.

      Will on a good note I've been talking to Chachi and Dave from Pop Evil for the last little bit over twitter and Facebook alot. They have helped some to take my mind off of what happened, for a while. I've watched some of Chachi's tour vlogs on Youtube too and I can't help but to laugh at a few of them.

       BVB is still recording the cd, but had to take a break to go on tour overseas for a while. I'll be glad when they start touring the states again.

-An hour later-

       Oh man, I just got a message from Dave saying that I will have passes at the L.A. show. :) I'm so happy right now, I get to see them again. :) Dave is so sweet, why that man's not taken yet is beyond me. I hope that he finds someone.

        He is cute, funny, kind, caring, sweet, an all around great guy. Oh man, I hope I'm not falling for him, that would suck, big time. But his smile does melt my heart some, same with his laugh. Why does this have to happen like this? Here I am, going into a great relationship with an really amazing guy like Ash. Then I start falling head-over-heels for for this other guy, man. Why do this things have to be so stinking complicated.

         Yes, I love Ash, but I'm starting to love Dave too. Man, I'm in a real sticky situation right now.

-Later than day-

          Oh My Gosh! How could this have happened to my friend's family and amazing woman? I just found out that one of my friends, his little sister, was murdered by her own husband. He committed suicide after he killed her. I need to be there for my friend. I need to get back home asap. He's like a brother to me, I hate that this happened.

-The next day-

           Damn it, they said that I couldn't travel, man. I'll have to see him when he comes back to San Diego. I can't believe that he lives here now.

           So much has changed, I'm so out of touch with some of my friends now.

           I got back on Facebook to check and see about my friend. He's doing as well as he can be right now.

           After I checked in on him, I noticed the message from Dave asking me what was going on. I explained to him what happened and he couldn't believe that someone could be that dumb to do that.