Chapter Nine
"Let's runaway, just you and me." Harry whispered to me, his hands holding mine.
"We can't do that... Where would we go?"
"Anywhere but here, c'mon Niall I know you hate it here just as much as I do."
"We can't just runaway though Harry... Our lives are here."
"Can't you see that's what I'm trying to get away from? This place isn't home Niall."
"It's the closest thing we've ever had to a home Harry... Sometimes we just have to happy with what we have."
"I'm not happy though... It'll just be you and me Ni... No one else."
"That's the thing though Haz... We can't just leave.. What about Liam? He needs me right now."
"We can take him with us, just please runaway with me."
"I can't."
"Only cause you're afraid."
"And if I am?"
"Then you're just a coward. My Niall isn't a coward."
"Who said I was your Niall?" This caused Harry to smirk, and he shook his head slightly.
"I did.." He whispered.
"Good, I wouldn't want to be anyone elses anyways. They don't have curly hair, or dimples."
"You're mine... and mine alone."
"Possessive much?"
"Only when it comes to you babe."
"Have I ever mentioned that I love you?"
"Once or twice... I can't be sure."
"I love you." I whispered, and our eyes locked.
"I love you too... Forever and forever."
I hated how he was always on my mind...
Why couldn't I forget him?
Why couldn't I forget us?
Was it due to the fact that he's now back?
Or is it because I never forgot him or us in the first place?
I wanted to forget, and I needed to forget.
There was only one way to do that... Even if it's only temporary at the moment.
So, as I usually was every night, I found myself at the club once more. My body was already filled with the feeling of bliss, just from a few hits...
I had found Grace once more, and she was more than happy to dance with me upon the dance floor. I couldn't hear anything over the music, and the flashing lights seemed to make everything go in slow motion. My head started to hurt, and I had the sudden urge to throw up...and that's exactly what I did, but on the guy next to me.
He didn't appreciate that very much, and all I heard was the shout of my name as his fist connected with my face.
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I don't know how long I had been knocked out for, but the annoying beep next to me was starting to become annoying.
"Turn it the fuck off!" I groaned out, turning over in the bed a little, only to be met with something tugging on my left hand. I opened my eyes, blinking as the adjusted to the bright light.
Everything was white, and it smelt like the fucking hospital. Once my ees were adjusted to the light, I looked around...
Oh... I am in a hospital...
"Niall! Thank god you're okay."
"What the fuck are you doing here for? Go away." I whined, probably sounding like a troublesome toddler, but I didn't care.
He was the last person I fucking wanted to see right now.
"Will you stop acting like a fucking child for once? Dammit Niall you're in the fucking hospital."
"I can see that, but I can't see the reason as to why the hell you need to be here. Now leave before I make you leave."
"Too bad. I'm staying."
"Just fucking leave Harry. I don't need you here."
"I'm not leaving you alone again."
"Fuck off."
"No."
"Why are you so goddamn stubborn?! I don't fucking want you here!"
"I could say the same about you! Dammit Niall, you almost died!"
"I did not! He hit me is all."
"You went into a seizure... They had to pump your stomach due to alcohol poisoning... When are you going to fucking realize you're on a path to distruction?"
"The second you realize that I don't care anymore. I just don't care."
"Fucking care then! Dammit Niall I'm not going to lose you!"
"You've already fucking lost me Harry! I'm done trying to hold on. I'm done!"
"No! I haven't lost you... You're still there! Don't say you're done Niall... You gotta keep fighting."
"I'm done fighting. I'm done with everything, and I think it's about time you are too."
"I won't ever stop fighting for you Niall... I can't ever stop."
"Why not? I'm not worth fighting for. I never have been, even you know that... You never would've left otherwise if you hadn't."
"You're worth fighting for Niall... You're worth every damn second it takes for me to fight for you."
"But why? I want to know why Harry." He took a deep breath, before his eyes connected with mine, much like they used to back when we were together.
"Because Niall I lo-" He was cut off by the sound of his phone ringing.
"I'm sorry I have to take this." He whispered, and he walked out of the room. Even though he was out in the hallway, he was still close enough to where I could catch bits and pieces of his conversation.
"I take her most of the time I think you can handle one night.... No, he needs me.... You'll be fine! Dammit it's not that hard to take care of her!... Well maybe if you didn't go out and fuck random guys you wouldn't be in this situation.... Whatever, I'll be there to pick her up soon... Yeah? Fuck you too." Then he hung up, and walked back into the room.
"Who was that?" I whispered, but I knew he wouldn't give me the truth.
"It was my mum. I'm sorry Niall, but I gotta go... I'll be by tomorrow to pick you up." I only simply nodded, and watched him leave.
Maybe for once, he'll take his lies with him.
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It's almost 12:30 where I live right now... Hehehe....
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