Make Me Break (n.h. + h.s.)(Punk!Niall)

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty

"I should get going." I whispered, turning to face him. We hadn't left his bed all day, no we didn't do anything, we just stayed in bed. He held me close, kissing the side of my head, occasionally we'd fall asleep for a little while. 

It was just a typical lazy day, and it had been nice. 

Hell it had been great, and I wish I could just lay here with him for the rest of my life. 

"You don't have to go..." 

"I kinda do... I mean I'm sure Liam is looking for me, and well don't you have to pick up Lizzie?"

"My mum's bringing her over... Please just stay here for a little longer? I don't want this feeling to end."

"Who said it was going to? I'll be back, I am giving you a chance Harry."

"I know... I just don't want you to go yet." He placed his chin my shoulder, and I turned my head a little.

"I'll be back, but I really need to go home."

"Well, I guess I can't make you stay..." 

"No, you really can't. But I promise I'll be back soon okay?"

"When? Or are you going to make me come to you?"

"I think it's your turn to come chasing me ain't it?" I replied, smirking a little. Harry just chuckled, the vibration from it hitting me full force. 

"I'd chase you till the end of the earth." He whispered, kissing me softly.

"Wouldn't you get tired chasing me that long?"

"I could never get tired of chasing you, you wanna know why?"

"Sure, enlighten me."

"Because I love you. I love you more than anything else in this world, and you're worth it. I want to chase you around the world, but only as long as I get you in the end."

"You've got me though..."

"Not quite..." 

"What more you do you need?"

"I need all of you, but you're still blocking me out... I know you are, but I guess I shouldn't be complaining.... You've given me a chance, and that's all I need."

"I need to go..."

"You keep saying that... Yet you still have to leave."

"I'm scared that if I go... I won't come back."

"You told me you would..."

"We both know I'm a liar." 

"Then I guess I shouldn't believe you..."

"No..."

"Then if you don't come back... I'll come for you." 

"Okay..." The sun was setting outside, the window showing the beautiful oranges and yellows that painted the sky. We were both sitting up now, the blanket cover our legs as I leaned in close to him. 

"No matter what... I will come back to you..." His lips were mere inches from mine, and I just wanted him to kiss me. The daylight was fading.

"Catch me if you can Styles." I said, kissing him softly before jumping off the bed. I grabbed my pants that were still on the floor, pulling them up my legs as he still sat there dazed on the bed. When it seemed to click on his head that I wasn't there anymore, he started to climb up after me. I giggled, grabbing a random sweater off the floor, throwing it over my head. I ran out of the room, slamming the door behind me. 

"I'm gonna get you for that Niall!" I heard him call from the other side.

"Like I said Harry, catch me if you can!" I grabbed my shoes, quickly putting them on my feet, not really bothering to tie the laces. His bedroom door opened, and he came out with a pair of jeans on himself. I winked at him, grabbing the handle to the front door.

"You're really gonna leave like that?" 

"Yeah... You gonna follow me?" He inched towards me, placing his hands on my hips.

"I'll follow you wherever... Just as long as you let me." His nose touched mine, but it was only a few seconds before his lips were on mine again. 

"I'm gonna go now... I really should go..."

"Then go Niall, I'm not keeping you here."

"You kinda are... You make it hard to leave..."

"Guilty as charged... Just come back then... I'll be right here." 

"Promise?"

"Promise, now get outta here, before I lock you in my closet." 

"Can't have that..." 

"No... Now go."

"I'm sure I can stay one more night..."

"Niall, go." I pouted, but nodded. I knew I needed to go, if I didn't there was no telling when I'd leave. I kissed his cheek softly, then went out the front door. I pulled on my coat as the cold air hit me, and began my walk home. It surprisingly wasn't that long of a walk from Harry's...

All this time, he'd been just a few streets away...

Yet I never found him.

Instead he found me.

The snow was finally beginning to fall, some of it hitting my face as I walked. I smiled... It was like everything was finally going right. 

I had Harry back.

There was nothing keeping us apart.

I finally trust him, and I think I'm finally starting to mend. 

I kicked a random rock, laughing as it skated across the street.

Life was so much more enjoyable now... I didn't feel like everything was going to crumble underneath my feet again.

I was happy....

Happy...

How foreign that word used to sound... 

When I finally reached the apartment, the snow was coming down full force. I placed my key in a lock, but then I realized I wasn't alone in the stairwell.

"It's about time you showed up." I cringed at the sound of his voice... all the hatred I had for him finally came back.

"What the fuck do you want Louis?"

__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

So I've decided against the sequel.

I honestly don't think I can actually think of a good enough sequel for this story.

So we're just gonna have the one book.

Don't worry though, it means that this story is gonna be longer!

That's good right?

Uh... I don't have a lot to say today haha

Dedication: 

WritersUnblock

Comment

And

Vote

Connie xx

PS: I love you xx