Make Me Break (n.h. + h.s.)(Punk!Niall)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Chapter Twenty-Eight 

"He seems to be just fine. We just have to wait for his body to allow him to wake up.... There's just a question as to whether or not that'll happen." 

"You're fucking joking right? There seriously isn't a thing you can do?"

"I'm sorry, but there really isn't. It's up to Mr. Styles now." 

"What's even the point of having him in the fucking hospital then?! You can't wake him up!"

"It's not our fault he fell off a bridge sir, his body is healing. We've done what we can, if you wanna yell at someone, I suggest you yell at him. He will wake up if and when he wants to sir. I can't control, and neither can you. Now I suggest you calm down before I have security remove you from the building."

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"Have you ever wondered what heaven is like?" Niall whispered, his fingers tracing the sun that hit my skin. 

"No, but I don't think I really need to. I mean... I've got heaven sleeping right next to me every night." Niall snorted a little, shaking his head at me.

"I'm nothing close to heaven."

"How do you know that? You just asked me what heaven was like..." 

"I'm not heaven Harry."

"I never said you were heaven, I just said you were my heaven." Niall sighed, moving away from me.

"Why do you even love me Harry?" He whispered, his back now facing me.

"Why are you even asking?" I sat up a little, propping my head up with my hand as I watched him curiously.

"I just... I don't feel like you should."

""Why not?"

"I just feel like you could do better Harry. I mean, you could do so much better. I'm a college dropout, I can't even fend for myself. I'm not attractive, hell I'm not even from here!"

"What does any of this have to do with me loving you Ni?"

"I just think you can do better." 

"I don't need better. I just need you." Niall didn't answer me, instead it seemed to me like he'd moved further way from me. 

"Niall? You are beautiful... Do you know that?" 

"I'm not beautiful Harry." He whispered, still refusing to look at me.

"Sometimes I wish you could see the way I see you... Just for one day... I wish you'd see how everyone else sees you... and my god, you are fucking beautiful to me Niall." 

"No I'm not."

"Yes you fucking are. I don't care if I have to tell you that you are until the day I die... You're fucking beautiful Niall." I moved close to him now, wrapping my arms around his body. I placed a soft kiss on the back of his neck, earning a shiver from the blonde boy.

"Fucking beautiful."

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There was an annoying beep.

It was so fucking annoying.

Someone turn it off...

There was something holding my hand down.

I could hear the sound of someone else breathing....

I wanted to open my eyes...

Why can't I open my eyes?