Dear Richie,
I'm sorry about what happened at the game. I didn't mean for you to ever know how I felt about your girlfriend.
But I guess you had to find out at one point, huh?
She does make my brain want to scream insanity and my blood to boil.
But nothing compares to the aching I feel when she's around you. It's as if my heart drops down into my stomach, and I can't eat until my heart is whole.
The thing is, you are the only remedy to my broken heart.
I'm sorry that you had to see me that way, a snobby brat spreading rumors about another they despise. But that's who I am, I guess.
We haven't talked since. I tears me apart. In math, I see you sometimes sneak glances at me, but immediately turn away when it looks like I've noticed. In P.E, you completely avoid me, as if I have contracted a terrible disease or something.
It hurts. It really does. More than any physical pain I've ever experienced.
Is this how we'll always be? Distant. Tattered. Broken.
I don't like it this way. I've tried to apologize multiple times, but you just ignore me, push me away, shrug me off.
And I'm sorry. I had to say that at one point. I just didn't think you'd ever hear me.
So I'm sorry, but not sorry.
Love,
Leia Meadows ❤️
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