LoveDrug | n.h

Chapter 37

I heard they continue to discuss when I decided to walk into the living room. When they saw me they shut their mouths immediately and then acted like nothing was happening. They stood there awkwardly as I took a seat on the couch. A million thoughts ran trough my head and not a single one of them were good.

"I'm gonna go now Lex. See ya." Liam said and was about to walk out of the room.

"Wait a minute!" I said harshly and both Niall and Liam stood there with puzzled looks on their faces. I raised myself from the couch and walked over to them.

"I heard what you guys talked about." I said pointing my finger up their faces. I was beyond mad that they were even talking about drugs. How could they do that? 

"What are you talking about?" Liam asked and they both tried to look innocent.

"Cut the crap!" I yelled at them. I was so angry, so mad at them. And the fact that they tried to act like nothing happened makes me even more furious. "I heard you guys talking about some drugs and that I never had to find out. Well, looked what happened." The room grew quite and I could feel the tension in the room. What if I had gotten it wrong? No, I couldn't have. Not with the way that they were reacting.

"Really guys? You're just going to act innocent?" They continued to stay silent. Niall was looking at the floor and Liam was staring at the wall behind me. It was like I wasn't even there. They ignored me and didn't tell me the truth. 

"If that's how it's gonna be... See ya later liars!" I yelled as I made my way to the front door. I grabbed a jacket and my phone and walked out the door. I heard Liam and Niall yell after me but I ran down the stairs and out of the flat complex. I started to walk towards my flat. I didn't have anywhere else to go so and I knew that I had to face it sooner or later. I just hoped it would be later.

As I walked up the familiar stairs to my flat, memories filled my mind from when Niall had saved me from Derek. How safe I felt after he had picked me up bridal style and carried me away from that hell whole. I stood in front of the front door and took a few deep breaths. "You're fine Lexie. Derek is in jail and he cannot hurt you anymore." I said to myself before gripping the handle and pushing the door open. The police had cleaned up the blood and all evidence that Derek ever had been here. I sighed in relief.

To be honest I didn't want  to go back here. Not all because of the whole Derek thing but also because I felt safe when I am with Niall. Just mentioning Derek's name made me shiver. The police had also taken the chair I sat on as evidence I guess. I closed my eyes and felt my head pounding. I sat down on the couch. My stomach twisted and my heart ached. I missed Niall. And it haven't even been a hour. 

This is the bad thing about when you fall for someone. Without them you feel lost and vulnerable. Niall have had such an effect on me. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about it anymore. After hearing about the drug stuff I can't look at him in the same way. And that Liam has a place in this doesn't make it any better.

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(A\N: It's not long to christmas. :) And happy thanksgiving to the US people on here!)