LoveDrug | n.h

Chapter 49

This chapter contains sexual continent so if you don't like stuff like that, I suggest you skip this chapter.

I fell with Niall on the bed with our lips still attached. I was just in my panties and bra and I knew that Niall could take full advantage of it. He took of his t-shirt and it fell on the floor. He moved his lips down to my neck and leaving kisses and bites that made me inhale sharply. He was driving me crazy but at the same time I knew that I had to keep quiet so no one would hear us. I can't even imagine how embarrassing it would be if we were caught having sex in Niall's mum's house. I could never come back if that happened.

Before I knew it, I was panting like hell and turned on. I couldn't help it. All his teasing and cheekiness was overwhelming. Niall pulled his pants off so that he was just in his boxers. All those tattoos tracing up and down his muscular arms. His abs were perfectly toned and he was mine. He is mine. 

"Sure you want this?" His husky voice asked, making sure I was comfortable. This wasn't the first time I've had sex but I was nervous. Maybe because my last time was with Derek when he raped me. Being raped is traumatising but I have managed to move on. I remember the first time Liam was going to hug me after I had been raped. I had flinched when he wrapped his arms around me and he had pulled away, giving me a worried look. I had just shrugged it off and said that it was nothing, when it really was so much more.

"Yes" I said to Niall while we made eye contact. We kept the contact while he moved his hand over, opening my bra. He slowly peeled the material down my arms and he licked his lips. Then my panties came off and I was now fully exposed. I let my fingers go along the top of his boxer before slowly pulling them down. He reached over to his pants and grabbed a condom and opened it. He placed it on himself and looked at me.

"You ready?" He asked and I nodded. He slowly got inside of me and I whimpered. "Fuck, you're tight!" Niall groaned and I dug my finger nails into his back. It was a little pain in the start since I hadn't had sex in a while but as soon the pain turned into pleasure I moaned. His lips met mine as he continued to move. Niall gave a few hard thrusts and my eyes screw closed. 

"Niall, I-I think I'm going to.." I stuttered. "Yeah, me too." He grunted and we both came at the same time. His thrust became sloppier and he slid out of me. We filled the room with our panting and heavy breathing. My area down there felt numb and when I opened my eyes as Niall threw the condom away in a thrash can that stood in a corner of the room.

"That was...." I spoke, still panting.

"Amazing." He finished and I nodded my head. I moved closer to Niall and laid my head on his chest. His chest was raising up and down and I listened to his heartbeat. He pulled the covers over us and I felt the sleep coming. 

"I love you." He said and I smiled while looking up at him.

"I love you." The words left my mouth in a whisper as I felt sleep take over me.

*

(A/N: Guys, I don't know what the hell I just wrote, but I hope you like it. Happy New Year! :)