LoveDrug | n.h

Chapter 39

My breath hitched and I found the room spinning. He said he loved me. My body felt numb. How could he possibly love me? We've known each other for like what? A month... A month is not a long time. A month is four weeks. Oh my god, I'm rambling.. I could feel Niall's eyes burning into mine and I wanted to look away but I couldn't because it was like I was under some kind of magic spell.

"H-how?" I swallow, trying to get the lump in my throat away. "It's only been like a month." The words came out like a whisper.

"Well, it didn't take me long to fall for you. To fall for your personality and who you are. Falling for you took only seconds Lex." His raspy voice spoke while his hand was stroking my left cheek. The skin burned under his touch. He had this weird effect on me that I can't explain. Niall made my knees go weak and my heart beat so fast that every time I was around him I thought that I might would have a heart attack.

"Please forgive me." He begged. He was intoxicating and dangerous. This boy in front of me made me questioning everything I do. He made me questioning who I am and what I want with my life. Should I forgive him? I mean, everyone tries something like that. I've tried smoking but that is no where near taking drugs. Niall was desperately begging me to forgive him. One thing that I have always been wondering about Niall was if he really cared. But seeing him at the hospital with all those children and when he saved me from Derek proves me that he does. And the fact that he was standing in front of me begging for my forgiveness has to mean something, right?

"On one condition." I said and Niall's eyes lit up like Christmas eve and he nodded his head. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"If I ever hear about another drug thing again or you trying to lie to me then we're over. Got it?" I threatened. If there was something I learned from mum it was that you should never let anyone 'walk' over you, especially not boys. My mum was such a strong woman. I miss her so much. She always knew what to do and she always had the right things to say. Growing up without her had been really hard. Every girl needs a mother figure in her life. 

"Got it." He said and lifted me up so I could wrap my legs around his waist. I giggled and he were still smiling. I was so happy we figured it out. I had to admit that I was ready to give up but then he said that he loved me and that quickly made me change my mind. Our eyes locked once again and I smashed my lips onto his. The kiss was passionate. His lips moved around mine and my hands found their way up to his hair gently tugging at the blonde hair strands. He moaned something that meant that he liked it. We kept kissing as Niall started to walk us down the hallway towards my bedroom and I think I knew where this was heading.

(A\N: Christmas prom is next week! Please continue to vote and comment it means so much to me! Thank you so much for your support!)