LoveDrug | n.h

Epilouge

A faint cry turned into a scream as it rang trough the flat. I groaned while Niall tossed and turned around next to me. I closed my eyes hoping that the cries would stop but they didn't. I wiped my eyes as I raised myself up from the bed, my feet meeting the cold floor. I was on my way out of the bedroom when Niall's voice interrupted me.

"Remind me that we never agree to baby sit again." He huffed and I let out a small laugh. I went over to him and kissed him softly on the forehead before exciting the room and heading for the guest room. Niall and I had agreed on babysitting Liam and Danielle's six months old daughter, Alison which was something I regretted at the moment. She was usually giggling instead of screaming but now she was in a bad mood. As I passed the kitchen I looked up at the wall clock that read 3:51 am. Almost four in the god damn morning!

When I made it to the room I pushed the door open and headed for the little crib we had bought for when Alison was visiting. I reached out for her and engulfed her body into my arms while walking over to a chair we had put in the same room. I rocked her slowly and watched her eyes get heavier and then finally flutter close. She wasn't usually this difficult. 

Let me just sum up for you what has happened in the last six months; I am still living with Niall. Liam and Danielle are amazing parents. Zayn and Perrie got engaged. Louis and Eleanor are still goofy cheeseballs who love each other and Harry, well he found a girl but he hasn't introduced us to her yet. He's afraid that we're going to scare her away. I understand his concern. None of us are normal anyway.

As if for Niall and I, we're still head over heels for each other. When I think about it, he's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. He's everything I need. I still can't wrap my head around it all the things we've been trough together. Him doing drugs, saving me from Derek and a few fights. Let me just get this straight; When you're in a relationship with someone you can't expect that everyday will be a dance on roses. No, you will have fights with each other. You will scream and you will cry. You will also say things that you don't mean. But all that shit don't matter. The thing that matter is that you work it out no matter what. If your love is true love you will always work it out. Niall and I have had our bad fights but we have always apologised to each other right after. You can't be mad at the one you love for long. 

Every relationships will have it's ups and downs but that's just the roller coaster of live. You can't predict anything. Words can't even describe how much I love him. Everything about him is perfect. His personality, his flaws, just simply all of him. And the sex? The sex is heaven. 

I was so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't hear Niall entering the room. He sat down beside me and put his arms around me. 

"Is she sleeping, babe?" His voice was low and husky. "Yeah, it didn't take long though." I said as I watched her chest slowly rose up and down. Alison was beautiful with her caramel coloured skin and her brown eyes. It's weird when you think of Liam and I. His eyes are brown and mine are grey, but we still have the same hair colour.  

I laid her back in the crib and watched her sleep a little bit more. I wanted to have one of my own one day. A beautiful little girl or a boy running around in a white house with garden. Someday I want to have my own children and husband. In the back of my mind I know that I want Niall to be the father of my children, but we're still to young if you ask me. 

Niall walked up behind me while his hands found its way around my waist. I let my head fall back onto his chest as we both watched little Alison sleep.

"One day we're going to have our owns" he hummed into my ear, making me smile. "You think so?" I asked. He huffed and leaned even closer to my ear. "I know so." His words came out as a whisper and I turned around facing him. I barley saw him in the dark room but I could still manage parts of his face. I leaned in and placed my lips lightly. His hand went up to my head pushing our lips even harder together. I pulled apart and took his hand, leading him out of the room before we woke up Alison. I really didn't want her to start screaming again.

We walked back to our bedroom and laid down under the covers. Niall pulled me closer to him and I snuggled closer into his chest. I was listening to his heartbeats when I felt his chest vibrate when he spoke.

"Do you believe in heaven?" 

"What?" I looked up at him. After all the subjects we've ever talked about, this we had never mentioned.

"Like do you believe that there is a good place after death. You don't need to believe in God or anything but I just wonder if you think there is a place after here?" he asked. I thought about it for a moment before answering.

"Yeah, I do. Or at least hope there his. Why are you asking this four o'clock in the morning?" He took a few deep breaths before answering.

"Because I need to know if she's fine. If Lillie is fine." The mention of her made my heart ache. Niall's little sister who died was something that had affected Niall pretty munch trough his whole life. Just the thought of her dead was so horrible . No one deserves to die, especially not children. 

"I think she's more than fine now. She's in a better place where nothing or no one can hurt her Ni. No disease, no bad people. She's up there with my parents you know. And I do believe that they are in a better place." I said. After hearing my words, Niall pulled me closer and I squeezed him. 

"I don't know what I would do without you." He whispered.

"I love you, Niall James Horan."

"And I love you, Lexie Payne" He responded with a kiss on my lips before sleep took over us and before we knew it, we were fast asleep. 

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(A/N: Omg.... I'm so sad. It's over! There's still an author's note left that I really want you guys to read. And I know that many of you have a question about if there's going to be a sequel or not but I don't have the answer yet. I need more time to think. Btw I recommend 'The Fault In Our Stars' by John Green. That book makes me laugh, cry and it makes you think about your life and that we really should start appreciating it more.

And if I haven't said it enough; you guys are amazing, adorable and the best people on earth! 

Love ya guys so much!)