WhY dO i HaVe To Do tHiS
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"Souda! do you not understand how I do not wish to have intercourse at every waking moment?!" Gundham exclaimed, scooting away from his boyfriend. "Jeez, are you straight now or something?" Souda pouted. "Do not make such jokes!" The breeder frowned. "Well it seems like it! You're so... cold all the time! It's almost like you don't care anymore!" The other boy yelled. "Do you not understand how I care for you?!" The raven-haired boy yelled in response. Souda flinched at the loud volume. "Don't yell at me like you hate me!" He countered, brushing away the tears that threatened to spill from his pink eyes. "Well, perhaps I do in this moment!" Gundham exclaimed.
"Then leave! I don't love you and I never have! You were just a rebound after Sonia!" Souda hissed, then realized what he had said. His sad eyes widened in shock at the words that had left his lips. His boyfriend looked shocked, and anyone could see the tears beginning to form in his bicolored eyes. The breeder stood up. "Wait, G-Gundham..." The mechanic spoke softly, but Gundham was already gone. He had stormed out, slamming the front door behind him, and all Souda did was stare at the door helplessly, partially surprised as to what he had said to Gundham and partially realizing that he was gone and attempting to register the shock in his mind.
"Don't... leave me all alone..."
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'A... rebound? He considered me as nothing more than that?' Gundham thought to himself as he drove off, trying to keep calm. He recalled the day Souda came to visit him. The cute smile he'd given the man upon being invited in. The two of them snuggling peacefully on the couch as they chatted absentmindedly, then as their talk slowly got more serious. The look on Souda's face when he confessed to Gundham that yes, he really did love him. It all felt so real. Was it really an act? And if so, why choose him of all people?
He really and truly thought Souda had loved him.
But maybe he was wrong.
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i Am NoT oKaY hNnG
I hated writing this can we just get to Day 24 already?!
