One DIErection (an anti fanfic)

Chapter 21

Chapter 21:

"Niall..." I pulled away slowly. "This is wrong..."

"It feels right." He took my hand In his. I shook it free and glared at him.

"I can't betray Maddie." I said defiantly.

"She won't find out." He smiled. That dazzling smile. "She hasn't found out about me yet."

That was true... "What about your bandmates?" I had him there.

"I'll keep it from them." He shrugged.

He apparently saw my look of doubt because he added to his response.

"I can't get you out of my thoughts Renee. I'm going crazy. Every time I close my eyes... I see you. Your beautiful face..."

Oh god. Really!? I turned away, feeling my face turn red. "Oh."

"We can try." Niall looked at me.

"I guess..." The pressure was on me know. If I date him, I'm betraying Maddie and he'd be sure as dead. But I love him... Uggggg!!!

"We can try." I nodded. What have I done!?

I saw his green eyes light up in happiness and he pulled me into a hug.

"You might get caught though." I warned gently.

"It'll be fine. My mates will never know either." He assured me.

I so wished I could believe him.

"Okay... Maybe we should go see Liam..."

He seemed to be snapped out of a trance. "Oh yes! Right."

The boys all turned to watch us come in.

"You're late." Harry growled. "What held you up?"

"Nothing." Niall responded.

"Care to get here sooner?" Liam yelled from the back softly, his face contorted in pain.

"I'm sorry." I rushed over and took the bandages out of my pocket.

"Yea." Liam rolled his eyes, laying back.

I wanted to tell him I didn't HAVE to be helping him. I could easily turn him over to Maddie and that's be the end of it. I think that's inappropriate to say to your boyfriend's friend though... Uggg I hate this.

I saw Niall watching me out of the corner of my eye and turned so he was completely out of my view. Goddamnit! Why was he so cute? This can't be happening!

I stood up slowly, gathering up the left over bandages. "I'll be back tommorow."

I ran out of the cave before Niall could come over. I didn't feel like talking yet. I had to process all that's happened tonight. Not to mention what I'm to do with Maddie! Or Niall. Or myself.

This is perfect. Just perfect!