The Never Been Inloved Boyish

Chapter 46

Fritz' POV

"Give me another glass of wine." Muling order ko sa counter ng isang bar.

"Mam, nakaka-20 glasses na po kayo." Nag-aalalang sabi sa akin ng bartender.

"Wala akong pakialam. So, give me." I ordered. Binigyan nya ako at agad kong nilagok ang alak. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagguhit nito sa lalamunan ko na halos ipikit ko ang mata ko.

Why am I even drinking? Tss. Because I'm celebrating, tomorrow is their f*cking wedding. Hahaha nice.

"Isa pa." I said asking for another glass of wine. I was about to drink my wine straightly when someone stole it from me.

"What's wrong with you?!" I heard him asked while looking at me.

Agad akong napangisi.

"Oh the soon-to-be-husband of Mindy is here, are you looking for me?" Tanong ko.

He grabbed my pulse and dragged me out of the bar. I'm tipsy right now and I can't stand firmly. I almost fell down when I felt his hand held my waist to support me. Sh*t! It sent shivers to my body, like a million of voltage.

"Don't touch me!" I yelled. I tried to push him away but he's too strong and I'm too drunk. Ano bang ginagawa nya dito? Bakit ba nya ako pinakikialaman?

"Stalker ba kita?" Tanong ko. Sh*t!

"Why are you drinking?" I heard him ask.

"Wow! Ano bang pakialam mo? Back off!" I said firmly. He doesn't care about me!

I stiffened when I felt his warm hands cupped my face.

Hinampas ko yun.

"I said don't touch me! Sino ka ba para pakialaman ako? You're just nobody who hurt me. I don't need you! Leave me alone. Yun ba ang plano mo? Ha? Ang saktan ako? Tang*na! Ikaw na ang professional!" I said. Hindi ko ma-control ang sarili ko. Isa lang ang alam ko, galit ako sa kanya.

"Fritz--"

"HAHA kilala mo pa pala ako. Nakabalik ka na pala sa sarili mo. Sana man lang nagtext ka para naman nasundo kita. Congratz ha?! F*ck! I can't wait to see you in the altar while waiting for your f*cking soon to be wife and I'm sitting down on a chair while watching her, wearing her white long wedding gown and walking down the aisle. The heck! Nakakaputang*na ang view di ba?" Halos magbreakdown ako sa tuwing iniisip ko yun dahil pakiramdam ko durog na durog ako. Bakit kailangang mangyari to? Akala ko ba mahal nya ko? Mas mahal ba nya si Mindy. Tahímik pa rin syang nakatingin sa akin.

"Alam mo ba kung gaano kasakit na makita kang kasama sya? Did you even asked me if I'm okay? Na hindi ako nasasaktan? Tang*na! You know nothing! Dahil wala ka namang pakialam sa akin. Bakit ang manhid mo?!" I tried to hold back my tears dahil ayokong umiyak sa harapan nya.

"Punch me. Hurt me and show me how stupid I am for hurting you. I always care about you." I can feel his coldness on his voice.

"No! You don't care about me!" Sabi ko.

"Hurt me." He pleaded.

"Gusto mong saktan kita? Yan! Masakit ba?" Pinaghahampas ko ang dibdib nya habang nakapikit lang sya. "F*ck you! F*ck you! Ansama-sama mo! Damn you!" Patuloy pa rin ako sa paghampas sa kanya, gusto kong maramdaman nya ang sakit. Naramdaman ko na lang ang mahigpit na yakap nya. For the 3rd time, my tears started to fall down again. Bakit na naman ba ako umiiyak?

"*Sob* You hurt me Kurt. *sob* I hate you." Bulong ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang yakap nya.

"Don't cry please." He patted my head but my tears are still rolling down on my cheeks. Napatigil ako ng maramdaman kong nababasa ang damit ko sa bandang likod. Is he crying?