The Cheerleader •Daryl Dixon AU•

Three

Ignoring her friends and Shane's calls and messages Olivia headed home, with her father not being home it would be a happier place to be tonight.

"Im home!" She called out, her voice echoing through the marbled hallway, placing her keys on the hall table she walked through to the sound of Penny's piano practice. "In here sweetie" her mother called from the living room "arnt you out with Shane tonight?" She asked taking her eyes from The Kardashians on the large flat screen tv "meant to be" Olivia sighed, she paused for a moment as she thought "did you fall in love with dad and that was it?" She asked, it confused her mother so she worded it better "he was your high school boyfriend and you just, settled, like that was enough for you?" Her mother motioned her to sit down next her and she took her in her arms as she slumped on the sofa "whats bought all this on? You had a fight with Shane?" She patronised her and Olivia moved her head from her mothers shoulders "no, i dont know, i just wanna be different, i wanna do different things" Olivia sighed, her mother laughed "you are the most popular girl in school, you have the best looking boyfriend, prom king and queen, you have it all baby. I never had that, no matter how i tried i was always the second popular girl, you dont know how lucky you are. Embrace it!" Her mother replied beaming with pride. Olivia shifted away further "mom there are more important things than being the popular girl" she sighed, her mother didnt understand, maybe Olivia was taking it all for granted?

Olivia huffed up the stairs to her room, she entered her bathroom and took her make up off and changing into her Victoria Secrets tracksuit she decided to bail on her date with Shane, she wasnt in the best moods to be going out.

Closing her eyes she processed the days events and how she was beginning to tire of her title of 'Queen B' she wasnt going to pass school by being fashionable and popular.

"Hey Mrs B!" Olivia shot up from her bed at the sound of Shane's greeting to her mother before hearing the loud thuds of his boots as he breezed up the stairs to her room, without knocking he swung the door open "Hey Princess! You ready to go?" He asked hopping onto her bed pinning her down feeding her hungry kisses "not tonight Shane" she declined gently pushing his face from hers, he noticed she had no make up on and her sweats "you okay?" He asked showing concern "i just dont fancy it" she sighed, her stomach filled with butterflies when she felt his arms glide around her waist as sat behind her on the bed "wanna just stay here and chill?" He suggested, it was the best idea she had heard all day long! "If you wanna" she replied smiling, getting off the bed Olivia closed the curtains and went to choose a film from her massive collection, turning to face the bed she found Shane shirtless under the covers, Olivia shook her head "that isnt happening if thats what you are getting at" she teased but tried to sound serious, Shane rolled his eyes and sunk further down under the covers "c'mon princess its been how long now?" He moaned referring to their dating of a year and no sex "dont be like that please" she pleaded, she wanted to have sex she really did, but she just wanted to wait a little bit longer, something in her heart always stopped her going through with it. "Liv, I'm going to explode soon" he said in a huff before smiling and making it look like he was playing with her. "One day soon i promise" she said getting into the bed and under the covers, not before catching a glimpse of his rock hard erection in his boxers,it made her gulp.

Olivia could feel herself falling asleep on Shane's chest, the sound of another movie finishing woke her up "shit is that the time? You better leave" she said through a yawn seeing it hitting 9pm. Shane laughed "relax my folks wont care if i stayed" "yea well my mom will flip. Move it!" Olivia playfully pushed him out of the bed resulting in a large thud. Tossing his pants at him she giggled as he attempted to chase her round the bed in revenge for pushing him just as her mother walked in "Olivia? A word" she spoke, Shane and Olivia both blushing red. Following her mother out into the large hallway she spoke again "are you two" raising her eyebrows "oh god no mom" Olivia brushed off feeling repulsed by her mother asking such "because if you are I want you to use these" her mom added placing a box of condoms in Olivia's hands "thanks" Olivia replied even more weirded out by this conversation, sex and parents. "He can stay tonight but Daddy can never know okay?" Her mom offered, looking stern when she mentioned her father. Olivia gestured with her hands "no mom really" she began to reply but her mother interrupted "id rather you did it here, comfortably than some park or back of a car" shuddering at the thought of her daughter having sex in public "keep it a secret okay! Penny is asleep" her mom smiled before pushing the condoms further in her hand and motioning with her eyes to go back to her room "er...thanks mom" Olivia spoke with confusion.

Entering her bedroom she found Shane tying up his boots and looking for his keys "whatcha mom say?" He asked rubbing his head, his eyes widened when Olivia tossed the condom box on the bed "she gave me these" she spoke slightly dumbfounded at her mother's pushiness back there "your mom is way cool" Shane laughed picking the box up with excitement. When he noticed Olivia's face he tossed them to the ground and cupped her face in his hands "im only playing princess, we can do it whenever you want, when you are ready" he reassured her. Olivia looked into his eyes, confidence growing inside her more and more "we could try now?" She suggested nervously.

Shane hungrily placed his lips onto Olivia, it was fast, wet and too much, it felt like a race for her, turning her head away she cringed as he lustfully slobbered down her neck to her collarbone "wait, i dont like that" she whispered pulling her body away. Shane seemed breathless, but he understood "okay" he lead her to the bed and laid her back and hovering above her he gently kissed her lips, this felt nicer, slow gentle kisses, he caressed her face and stroked her shoulder gently teasing her bra strap down. Olivia froze. "Whats the matter now?" He sighed trying to not show impatience, the feel of his throbbing erection stopping her in her tracks "can we just get on with it?" She snapped hiding herself under the covers, Shane looked confused by her but pulled his shirt above his head and immediately joined her. They lay there for a moment, Olivia pulled her sweats down followed by her underwear instantly holding the covers tighter to her body as she felt Shane lean across to stroke her body "just put the condom on" she sighed with impatience, all this fuss for sex and she really couldnt see what the fuss was over so far "you sure Liv?" He asked, this was her chance to say no like she had done so famously in the past "yup. Keep going" she faked a smile and allowed Shane to get on top of her "dont look down there!" She snapped yanking his face up to her eyeline fast "Liv, i have to see where its going dont i?" He laughed "well just do that and dont look!" She snapped, her cheeks were fiery hot red, she had never felt so exposed like this before. Olivia hissed through her teeth deeply as she felt him line himself up to her, gripping onto his arms she felt so scared of how it would hurt, how it would feel, Lori and Andrea swore blind it was the best feeling ever and Olivia always played along that she agreed,  Shane wasnt exactly going to call her out and say they had never done it and ruin his 'reputation'.

Olivia instantly turned her face in pain as she felt Shane break her barrier, she wanted to cry it was so fast, she had envisioned it would be like a movie with candles, music and well, love, but after a year she knew wasnt going to get much from Shane. She closed her eyes and felt him kiss all over her face gently as he moved inside her, the pain still there, it wasnt going like she had heard girls say "you okay princess?" He whispered as he moaned in her ear, she could tell he was enjoying this by his moans "it hurts still" she whispered "relax baby, you are so tense" he patronised her as he moved back to the rhythm he wanted. As he neared release he went faster and deeper and he didnt seem to remember this was her first time and it was hurting, maybe she did need to relax but he wasnt helping her do so. "You are so tight" he kept whispering in her ear as he got closer and closer, lifting her hips up with hands to get a better angle. "Fuck Liv!" He gasped as he rolled himself off her and looked proud of himself and what he had 'achieved'

Olivia rolled away, it slowly dawning on her this wasnt his first time. Tears filled her eyes as she felt her heart paining.