Last night was amazing. The fireworks I mean, definitely not me and Drew kissing, which I have obviously forgotten about. Ha, forgotten. You've gotta be kidding me, I had dreams about it. It was the only thing I could think of. I promised myself before I touched him that it was just a kiss, well sadly for me, I'm not that kind of girl, it meant a whole lot to me and that wasn't something I really wanted, from the moment Drew looked at me I told myself no but now my heart was saying yes, I just wanted to look into his eyes and say I love you. Of course I couldn't do that, he's a fuck boy and I'm not about that thanks.
Or maybe he really has changed, why has he put up with me for this long? He could've just gone his own way, carried on being the 'bad boy' so to speak, but he didn't, he's stayed with me and given up pretty much everything. I mean yeah that spat at the Halloween party was a set back but he still left it alone and he even yelled in front of the whole canteen that he cared about me. Hmm, to think of it, maybe he has changed.
I couldn't stop thinking about it for the rest of the day. It came to our last meal of the day and we all sat down. Drew, Levi, Austin and Nate were nowhere to be seen. Probably rehearsing and ran over time, I wanted to talk to Drew about last night, admit to him that I hadn't stopped thinking about that kiss since it happened.
"Hey Austin where are the other three?" I asked him when he walked in and stood beside Mia, "I'm not supposed to say" Austin shrugged, "and why's that?" I questioned smirking, "because. No, I promised I wouldn't tell" he shook his head, "Austin Anthony Corini you tell us now" Mia scolded him, he glared at her, "ahh fine" he sighed in defeat. "Nate was feeling down so they called up his ex to give him a 'cheeky night' so to speak and she's bringing her friends for Levi and Drew so they can all head to the hotel down the road and well... Y'no" Austin said awkwardly, "Austin! why didn't you stop them?" Mia scolded him again, "I tried they said they needed to let off steam after chasing after yous lot for two months" we were all silent, "I wasn't supposed to say that" Austin shook his head, "so none of them objected not even Drew" Sara butted in looking from Austin to me, "Actually the whole thing was his idea. Shit. You didn't hear that" Austin quickly covered his mouth, realizing the amount of shit he was about to have caused. My heart sank to my gut and my anger level rose. What the hell was I thinking? "No offence Beth, but I told you he didn't care" Sara shrugged, "actually that's a lie. He said he was sick of caring if you'll fall for him. He also said after you kissed last night you said it meant nothing to you" Austin shrugged, "wait... yeah I wasn't supposed to tell anyone that either, I'm gonna go" Austin sighed before turning and walking away, "you don't need him anyway Beth, you've got us" Reece smiled at me, "that's not the point though. It did mean something to me and I was gonna tell him tonight" I sighed sadly, "what!" Sara and Mia both yelled in shock, "not only did you kiss him but you. You developed feelings for him" Sara said disgusted, "hey! You slept with Nate and he's even less of an asshole than Drew" I shouted at her, "exactly, you should know better. You were the strong one out of the 3 of us" Sara threw her arms in the air, "thanks" Mia scoffed, "you're good you chose a decent guy. Granted he's a little sensitive but he's decent" Sara said gesturing to Austin, who appeared to be pouting at the food choices.
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Later on when the canteen was almost empty, the 7 of us where sat playing twister, well, Sara, Mia, Austin and Blake where playing and the rest of us were spinning the wheel. When Nate walked in looking awfully sorry for himself. Sara looked up and saw him, her glare could have cut him in half. "Sara can I talk to you a minute?" Nate called over to her, she looked at the rest of us, "George cover for me" she told him and George moved into her position whilst she got up and went to talk to Nate.
Sara's POV:
I walked over to where Nate was stood. He looked a little insane, his hair was a mess and his eyes looked like he was stoned. "What's up?" I questioned with a straight face, "so, I reckon Austin told yous about what I was supposed to be doing tonight" he said quietly, "we got it out of him" I nodded, "how come your back so early then? Where are the other two?" I questioned, "they're still there, I came back because I couldn't do it" he shrugged, I scoffed. "I'm serious Sara, when your face is the only face I'm seeing I can't do that, especially with my ex. I don't know why I was going to anyway she was terrible" he admitted, I chuckled weakly. "You have to believe me. I walked out the moment she went to the bathroom to get changed" he admitted, "I believe you, I just don't wanna hurt you. You're such a baby now" I chuckled, he smirked. "hurt me. I don't care, you're everything to me, you could throw me away a million time but I'd still run back to you. Unlike the other two, meaning Drew. I actually have feelings" Nate shrugged, I couldn't help but smile. Hurt him, hurt him bad. My brain kept telling me.
"I'm sorry for being so nasty to you" I said tapping his shoulder, "I don't care, just say you'll give me a shot, give us a shot" his eyes pleaded, "I can finally forget, I'll give you everything" I smiled at him, but what I said was so dark, so cursed with lies that even I didn't believe what I was doing. He nodded with a big smirk on his face and I leaned in and kissed him. "Woooaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh, woah, woah, woah" George walked over with everyone else behind him smirking, "problem Georgey" I chuckled smiling at him, "first of all, what have I told you about calling me that-" "it makes you feel like a child and makes you feel two feet tall" I chuckled, "he is two feet tall" Reece laughed, George scowled at him, "second, what's going on here. Literally the other day you said you couldn't be with him and that you couldn't trust him" George looked awfully confused. "I changed my mind" I smirked looking into Nate's eyes, "Women confuse me" George facepalmed, "they confuse us all" Reece patted him on the back.
Nate's POV:
I was over the moon, finally after all the trying so hard I had what I wanted. Everyone sat down to finish the game of twister when George leaned over to me.
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"You're gonna be good to her right?" He questioned quietly, "better than I could ever be, of course" I shrugged also in the same tone, "Be careful" he looked at me dead in the eye, "be careful, of what?" I questioned, "she's changed Nate and I don't think it's for the better, I think something's going on in that head at hers which is making it hard for me to trust her, think about it Nate, if I can only just manage to trust her, think about yourself. She's my best friend and I'm telling you to watch out. Just be careful, she might just be waiting on a chance to break your heart." George said quietly, his eyes fixated seriously on mine, I felt a shiver shoot down my spine. "I've gotta take that chance on her" I shrugged, "I trust you to be good to her, now I believe you. It seems the tables have turned" George sighed as we both looked to the game in front of us, Sara laughing alongside Mia, Austin and Blake. I hung my head in deep thought, I'll prove him wrong... Somehow.
It's been a while but I am trying to update quicker
