"This tour got me so tired" Mia moaned into her hotel pillow, "can I stay in bed?" Beth groaned, "sure, I'm not stopping you" I chuckled as I got ready to go out with George, we'd spent loads of time with the group so me and George hadn't had loads of time to talk privately, which was pretty important to us, in school we used to get together all the time and talk about the different things we had going on. In the worst way I felt this tour had pulled us apart, he was spending so much time with the boys and I was hardly with them, which wasn't normal for me, in school we'd spend everyday together for most of the day.
"Do you guys think Reece, George and Blake will forget about us?" I asked Mia and Beth who where curled up in their beds, "what makes you say that?" Mia groaned, "we're hardly ever with them anymore, maybe after tour we'll just drift apart" I shrugged, "are you worried about George leaving you?" Beth asked sitting up, "well, yeah, he's my best friend" I shrugged, "I don't think you'll loose contact with George" Beth shrugged, "we might" Mia gestured to her and Beth, "why would you two?" I questioned, "come on, I'm with Austin and Beth is with James, none of us associate with them very often and we hardly ever speak now, you might loose contact with Reece and Blake but George is your best friend and he cares about you a lot" Mia told me, "I like to think Reece and Blake care about me" I pouted, "Sara you pied both of them off" Beth said with a smile, "I didn't mean to, sometimes things don't work out, plus Nate came along, then Brad and well it's Brad again and you know... IT's complicated" I huffed, "really complicated... Look Sara you're both in the music business now which will take you all around the world, the reality is you won't have a lot of time together, yeah you can call and facetime and what not but you won't be together all the time, you'll see each other probably a month a year and that's it" Beth shrugged, I pouted, "well thanks ladies you've made my day a tonne better, I'm going" I sighed before walking out the room.
Me and George met up and we discussed what me Mia and Beth had just talked about and he vowed never to just abandon me but we where facing the harsh reality that we would be split in different places across the globe and we wouldn't get to spend loads of time together so these opportunities we got to spend together, were especially important.
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"Do you think Reece and Blake care about me?" I asked George as we walked along the street, "of course, what makes you say that?" he asked me, "because after all that's gone on, I've kind of been a bitch with both of them" I shrugged, "no you've not, they don't take things to personally anyway, well, Reece doesn't, Blake's a sensitive little flower but he still cares about you" George chuckled. We then heard screaming from behind us, we kind of froze and turned around as a group of about 10 fangirls ran towards us, "what do we do?" George said quickly, "be calm" I responded as they reached us, "can I have a picture?" One asked George and another asked me, we both agreed and took pictures with the girls, "we're coming to the show tonight" One of the girls smiled at us, "aw, we hope you have a good time" George smiled at them, coming out of his shell some more, "where are Blake and Reece?" another asked, "in bed" I scoffed, chuckling to myself, "there" George pointed to me and chuckled, "are you two dating?" a girl at the back of the group asked, me and George laughed awkwardly, "no,no, we're just friends" I told the group, "you spend a lot of time together for friends" a girls smirked suspiciously, "we're best friends" George spoke quickly, "yeah, my friend had a guy friend, they hook up loads now" One admitted, both our eyes widened, coming back to THAT memory. "Yeah, we're still just friends" I chuckled awkwardly, "hey are The Tide and The Vamps nice guys" one of them questioned, "yeah, apart from Dr-" "They're all really nice guys" George cut me off before I could speak his name, he was probably right, don't wanna ruin Drew's chances of having groupies. This thought had me rolling my eyes. We said bye to the girls and headed off back down the road, "we should probably head back" George suggested looking at the time, "That went fast" I told him, he nodded, "I'm gonna miss this" I told him with a sad expression, "me too" he said before hugging me.
We headed into the hotel and parted ways. I walked past Samantha's room, she had left the door slightly open and I could hear her and Connor talking. "She's a fucking bitch doing that. She thinks she's the fucking queen of the world with her 'great' voice " she said sarcastically, I already knew they were talking about me, "you can tell her off after tour but I don't want you getting kicked off tour, maybe if she went things would be easier" I heard Connor say, I stood insulted, "I'd fucking murder her to get her off tour" Samantha cursed, "then you'd be in prison" Connor sighed, "I got Austin in there I could get her in prison too" she grumbled, "Austin did nothing to you" Connor defended him, "I know but his bitch of a girlfriend did and their friend Beth, fucking hate them all the skanks" she cursed like swearing was going out of fashion, "Just wait until the end of tour then you can beat the shit out of them not now" Connor told her. Yeah touch me bitch you remember what went down in school. "Why does Joe like her so much? Why does Brad? What's special about her?" Samantha asked him, "she's got a decent voice that's why Joe likes her and Brad's just besotted, she's not that great in all fairness" Connor told her, I'd heard enough and I ran off down the corridor, I was mad so I was speed walking with my head down, I walked into someone but I just kept walking, "Sara are you alright?" I heard Levi call after me but I ignored him and walked into my room, Mia and Beth had gone now. I paced my room angrily and started talking to myself like a crazy person, but she drove me crazy and not in a good way. How can one girl be such a pain in the ass. I let out an angry scream and threw myself onto the bed, "fucking girls" I groaned.
There was a knock on the door not long after my angry scream, "Go away" I told whoever, "it's Brad" he called, "not in the mood" I called back, "I will open this door, I will get a key card" he said sternly, "fucks sake" I cursed under my breath and opened the door, "thank you" he sighed walking in, "what's wrong?" he asked me, "why don't you ask your sly ass band mate and his slag of a girlfriend because they seem to have a real problem with me, I hate Samantha to the high frigging heavens but what the frig did I do to offend precious Mr Connor Ball" I spoke angrily and quickly, "What did Connor say about you?" he questioned, "said that after tour is over she can beat the shit out of me, that I have a 'decent' voice when he knows full well it's better than hers. Oh and that you're just besotted with me. What the fuck did I do to him!?" I said fueled with anger as I paced the room again, "Sara he was probably just taking her side to avoid an argument" Brad told me, "he didn't sound like he was" I told him, "well don't start Joe will just get mad again" Brad told me, "no I won't. Why don't you go and talk to him? You know confront your pal on why he's chatting shit about me" I snapped at Brad, "you want me to confront my best friend about you eavesdropping into his and Samantha's conversations" Brad looked at me like I was crazy, "Brad he was chatting shit about me" I grumbled, "yeah but you were not supposed to hear what they where saying so just drop it" Brad told me getting slightly frustrated, "wow what a help you are" I said under my breath turning away from him, "what was that?" he questioned, I felt him get closer to me, "nothing" I grunted, "Sara. I will not confront my best friend about this, this tour was for us to enjoy I'm not going out of my way to make a scene" he told me, I turned around, "Brad I can't let this slide, I want someone who is going to stick up for me" I told him looking him in the eye, "I can't help you with this" he shrugged, "then you can't help me at all" I shrugged, "I guess time is not on our side" he shrugged, referring back to their song, "I don't want to get off on bad terms with you" I told him, "no of course not, I care about you, we can just be friends" Brad shrugged, "it's best" I nodded, "for both of us" he agreed.
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That night the show just wasn't the same for me, I did the duo with Brad on Somebody to you and whilst we still interacted it wasn't the same as before. I wasn't cut out for relationships, I think the past few months have proved that.
