I sat in our studio as we discussed our new music and other aspects of our lives as we where still finding influence for other songs, we had two really good songs, we already had Young Love and now we had Click my Fingers and we where now finding influence for a third potential single.
"So what did you and Mia get up to yesterday you where gone ages" Levi chuckled asking Austin, "we went and got food to eat in my car because we're keeping things on the down low and then the rest is none of your business" he smirked, "aren't you supposed to wait an hour?" Levi cocked his eyebrow, "wow and you wonder why you get the least action out of all of us" Drew smirked, Levi pouted, I was quiet believe me Levi I think that's me. "Speaking of which, I saw Beth and James again the other day" Drew sighed as he rolled his eyes, "for someone with more work that us to do he seems to make the time for Beth" Austin shrugged, "well when the boys go out for food James usually asks her along and because Sara also has Mia to help, Beth can get out whenever" Levi told us, "and how on earth do you know that?" Drew asked him, "she told me" Levi shrugged, "also, I do get 'action' I met a girl the other day" Levi added, "wow delayed much" Drew chuckled, "Nate you haven't said much on this topic" Austin chuckled, "nothing to say" I shrugged, "well when did you and Sara last see each other?" Levi asked, "in the hallway, we smiled at each other" I shrugged, "wow romantic. Seriously when was the last time you hung out" Austin asked, "oh... Valentine's day" I nodded, "that was last week" Drew scoffed, "exactly, what's your point?" I asked him, "dude, not to be judgey but I don't remember the last time I saw you two together, we understand the time thing is awkward but even after being here you could hang out" Austin suggested, "she stays here until like 10, even after Mia and Beth have gone" I told them, "she really needsto loosen the fuck up" Drew chuckled, "yeah, Nate you should really talk to her. I mean, it's not fair to you" Levi told me, I was quiet, "you know what you're right, I'll talk to her later" Nate nodded.
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It got to later when everyone was leaving so I headed down to Sara's studio and knocked on the door, soon it was opened, Sara smiled and let me in, "I'm pretty busy Nate" she chuckled, "yeah well, I need a word" I shrugged, "is it important or can it wait?" She asked, "no, it's important" I nodded, feeling slightly mad that she obviously couldn't be bothered and that this studio was more important to her than I was. "Oh right then, do you want me to sit down" she chuckled, "sure" I shrugged as we both sat on the couch, "Nate is something wrong? You don't seem yourself" she asked me placing her hand over mine, "well yeah" I admitted, "well talk to me" she urged, "Well, I miss you. I never see you anymore and it's like we just can't find the time for one another" I told her, "what are you talking about we always see each other" she chuckled confused, "the last time we where together was valentines day and that was a week ago" I told her, "well, I just get really busy here you know, this is my career" she told me sympathetically, "but it just seems like you care more about your career than me, I'm not saying don't focus on your career because it's your life but it seems like ever since we got to these studios you've been avoiding me" I told her honestly, "I haven't been avoiding you I've just been working hard-" "but Sara you're gonna hurt yourself and I don't wanna see you overwork yourself" I pleaded, "Nate I'm perfectly fine and I certainly don't need you telling me how to live my life" she said standing up and looking offended, "Sara don't make this an argument" I told her calmly, "I think you came in here looking for one" she said folding her arms, "no Sara I came in here because I'm sick to death of not seeing you, is it such a crime to want to spend more time with your girlfriend?" I said loosing my temper with her, "no. No it's not but I need time to myself alright" she pointed at me, "time to yourself! I never fucking see you Sara you're getting plenty of time to yourself. Either that or your spending time with everyone else because you can't be arsed with me-" "don't be stu-" "I'm talking Sara don't cut me off! I'm trying to say that I've seen more of Beth and Mia than you because they actually spend time with their boyfriends, I've tagged along with Mia and Austin enough this past couple of months to know when I'm not seeing you enough!" I yelled at her, she went silent. "So you're saying you want to see me more?" she spoke quietly, "yes!" I snapped, "I don't know why this is so hard" I said calming down, my voice cracked as I could only think of how this was going to end, "I don't know what we're going to do. I mean this is my life now. I want to be with you, all the time, but I-I don't want to loose my dream" her voice cracked, she started to cry. I felt myself welling up, "I don't wanna hurt you b-but" I said as I wiped my eyes but I couldn't stop my tears, "but. I just can't do this anymore. I love you so much, but how can I be with someone I never see. I miss the old you and not career orientated you. I think, it would be best for b-both of us if..." my heart broke as I watched her cry, I wiped my eyes again, "...it would be best if we saw other people" I spat it out quickly and I breathed in to hold back anymore tears, my eyes were already sore. She nodded but only because it was her only choice as she cried, I walked over to her, "I'm sorry, you know I love you" she nodded at what I said, I pulled her in and held her close, I kissed her head as we both cried. She then pulled away from me, "I-I'm gonna, go" she said pointing to the door and walking away from me, "Sara" I called after her but she ignored me.
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Sara's POV:
I ran out of the building crying, I jumped in a taxi that was out front and instructed him to drive me to the school, which is where we were all still staying. When I got there I ran through the school and into the boys building and up to George, Blake and Reece's room. I knocked on the door and Reece answered, "Sara are you alright?" he asked concerned, "I need my best friend" I sobbed, "yeah come in" Reece nodded, I made eye contact with George and he ran over and hugged me, "Sara what's wrong?" he asked me, "N-Nate broke up with me" I sobbed, "what. why?" he asked confused, "he said he wasn't seeing me enough. But he's right, I never took him on and now he's gone" I cried into his chest, "Sara it's not your fault, don't blame yourself. Sometimes these things just don't work out" he said consoling me, I stepped back from him and nodded, I wiped my eyes. "Hey girl what's wrong?" Blake asked me walking out the bathroom, "Nate broke up with me" I told him calming down slightly, "oh, Sara I'm sorry" he said walking over and hugging me, "just know if you need anything come over here, the three of us will help you through this" Blake smiled, "yeah, Blake's been learning counselling" Reece chuckled, "Reece this isn't the time to be joking" George sighed, "no, he makes me laugh, I need to laugh" I smiled looking at Reece, "anytime gorgeous" he smiled before wrapping his arms around me, "thank you guys" I smiled before walking out the door. I walked down the corridor wiping my eyes, when I spotted Nate walking in the opposite direction, I put my head down and kept walking, "Sara. What are you doing here?" he asked me walking past me, we both turned to face one another, "I was seeing George, he's a pretty good shoulder to cry on" I shrugged awkwardly, "oh, right. Well, I guess I'll see you round" he nodded, I noticed his eyes were red. This was hard for both of us, but I had to be optimistic and now I could focus on my career.
