I hadn't looked at Nate since the incident never mind spoke to him, and that was a week ago! I mean how could he do this, to the group. To me! We all feel the same about Samantha and for him to go and do that is a complete loss of trust in him. I mean I was holding out for him but not anymore, it's like finding out all that stuff completely knocked me into a new direction, I didn't need him, I mean how bad could my life really be without him, I survived before I met him, even when we were in the same school together, I survived without him. If he thought for a minute I was ever going to let what happened between them go he was sadly mistaken.
We were at rehearsals for tour and there was a decision made by Joe that it would be a good idea for me and Samantha to do alternate nights and duo with the vamps in Somebody to you, I got the first night. Ha. We where running through the song and arranging what would go on when we were on stage, "this sounds pretty good" Brad nodded, "I think so" I smiled at him, "I can't wait to perform with you" he smiled at me, "yeah, it'll be good and thanks again for letting me do this" I thanked him, "you know if it was up to me you'd be doing every night" he smiled, "thanks" I nodded blushing slightly, "I'm just gonna go for broke here. Do you wanna grab something to eat after we've been here?" he asked me, "like a date?" I questioned, "not like a date. A Date, I know what I did was terrible an all but I honestly haven't stopped thinking-" "Yes I'll go with you" I cut him off, "I know I'm out of line an all but just give me a chan-" "Brad, I said I'll go with you" I chuckled placing a hand on his, "really... That went better than expected, ok, ok then it's settled" he nodded.
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After rehearsals Brad helped me into my jacket and we headed out of the building, "so where are we going?" I asked him smiling, "actually, I didn't think I'd get this far so I don't actually have a clue" he chuckled awkwardly, I laughed. "There's a cute little coffee shop just down the road if you don't mind walking?" he asked, "no not at all" I shrugged, we then started to make out way down the road. Not before long we ran into some fangirls, for Brad that was, we heard them screaming as they hurled their selves towards us, "I wont be two seconds" he sighed smirking, "I'll wait" I chuckled as he took pictures with the girls and he spoke to them. I saw the lot of them glance at me, as did Brad. When he came back I asked him what they looked at me for, "they just wanted to know who you are" he shrugged, "what did you tell them?" I questioned, "you're one of the support acts for our tour, some of these fangirls are crazy I don't want to tell you we're off on a date, they might chase you down" he laughed causing me to laugh, "they'd either love me or hate me" I shrugged, "depends how you come across" he shrugged, "however, some are set in their ways and hate all females who come within a 5 miles radius of me" he added with a chuckle, "I don't blame them" I chuckled.
We arrived at the little cafe and took a seat, "what do you want?" Brad asked me, "I don't know" I shrugged awkwardly, "they have milkshakes?" he questioned, "can I have a chocolate one please" I smiled at him "of course" he smiled as he walked over to the counter shuffling his hand around in his jacket pocket.
He walked towards me with two milkshakes one strawberry the other chocolate, he handed me the chocolate one, it looked real yummy.
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"Thanks" I smiled at him before taking a sip, "umm it's good" I smiled, he smiled at me. "So. What are your plans after tour?" He asked me after taking a sip through his straw, "I'm not sure. I guess I'm gonna have to see what comes up, I've written loads of songs but none of them really jump out at me" I shrugged, "well maybe I should give them a listen so that I can help you" he shrugged, "if it wasn't too much hassle" I shrugged, taking up his offer, "hey, for you I'll make time" he smirked giving me a wink, "I like a guy who takes his time" I chuckled, "do you check up on how Express does on YouTube?" he questioned, "how do you mean?" I asked confused, "like, the amount of views it's got and the amount of likes it's got" he shrugged, "what about the dislikes?" I smirked, "Sara the only people who will have disliked that song are probably nuns because it was hot as shit" he told me reassuringly, I chuckled. "I choose not to look, people on the internet can be mean and I don't need that right now" I shook my head, "well I'll look for you to see how you did on the positive side of things" he told me with a smile, "thank you" I chuckled, "so where do you wanna visit most in the world?" he asked me, "LA, I just think it's an amazing place, except for the gun violence and shit" I chuckled with an 'obvious' tone, "LA is amazing, we shot the Wildheart video in LA" he told me, "yeah, was it nice?" I asked him excitedly, "lovely, bit cold sometimes at night but aside from that it was a lovely place I can't wait to go back" he informed me, "well maybe next time you can take me with you" I chuckled, "it's a holiday" he smiled.
We went back to the studios as that's where everyone was, Brad took my hand as we stood in the elevator alone, we looked at each other as we stood silently, our eyes locked together and he gently leaned in and kissed my lips, he was so gentle, so soft, just like I remembered, "I've missed you" I whispered to him, "I've missed you too" he smiled with great joy as I cupped one side of his face before kissing him again, the elevator then opened and we broke apart quickly, he walked me down the hallway and as we got outside our studio we stopped, "can I have another kiss, this time a kiss goodbye?" He questioned smirking, I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck before kissing him again, he had his hands on my hips and I was actually so happy, just to stay like this would be perfect, we then heard a door close and we broke apart we both turned to see Nate had just walked out of the boys studio, "I'll go" Brad told me quietly as he walked away. Nate approached me and placed his hands in his pockets, "you and Brad again huh?" he asked, "why should you care?" I said coldly, "do you not remember what went on?" he questioned like I was stupid, "actually Nate I misjudged what went on, as we all did. Also, don't talk to me about remembering what people have done when you where snogging that little slag just a week ago" I snapped at him, "I don't need your opinion Nate, I don't need you but you know what makes this worse... I was actually waiting for you to come back to me... Now I realise I don't need you, I don't need anything to do with you" I added harshly as I grabbed my key card and walked into our studio, leaving him stood outside, hurt by my words. Ask if I care? Because I don't.
