If It's Meant To Be - Part 4

Chapter 1093

Anaya's POV
Ahhh I don't think you understand how much I'm hurting.
Literally everything in this house reminds me of my mum
Sometimes I can even smell her smell

I have mini flashbacks of us together and her in the house
Like when I would come home from school and she would be cooking and singing in the kitchen

My dad is just acting like nothing has happened and it's hurting me so bad
Like he can't even come and comfort me because he's not hurting himself and it makes me hate him because this is all his fault

It hurts so badly knowing that I'm making Caine upset and he's really worried about me but trust me I'm trying really hard

I don't mean to shut Caine out it's just I'm trying so hard to keep myself together that I'm forgetting about the things and people around me

School is too much
I really can't deal with it right now and my GCSEs are coming up
It's scary to think about it
I'm under so much stress

When Caine said "be the girl I fell inlove with" showed me how much I'm shutting him out
He's seeing me as a changed person
What if he stops liking me?
What if he breaks up with me?
What if..?

Ahhhh this is all too much

Caine's POV
Calm so we're going back to school tomorrow and the mocks that are about to hit us are mad
We have mocks in November/December
Mocks in January
Mocks in March
Probably in April
Then
GCSEs May/June
...

I'm ngl I can hack it
I'm worried about Anaya
She's stressed
like STRESSED
I gotta fix this man

~ next day ~
I woke up this morning and dealt with my hygiene, put in my uniform brushed out my curls, put it in a bun and put in an earring.
I left yard and went Tesco to buy me and Anaya a croissant and then routed to her house.
When I got there she was still asleep 😧
I kissed her forehead "Nay wake up we're gonna be late"
She groaned and then her eyes fluttered open and she looked at me
"Morning b"
She smiled and yawned "good morning"
I smiled and then she went to go and deal with her hygiene while I got her school uniform out.
When she was done she got changed, put her hair in a bun and then we left and routed school.
I gave her a croissant
"I'm not hungry but tha-"
"Eat it"
She smiled and took it from me reluctantly and ate it as we routed school

My baby girl is coming back to me ☺️☺️

Big apologies for the lack of updated, had mocks last week and I have more mocks coming in the next two/three weeks then more mocks after Christmas 😂 stress
But Yh, bare with imma be updating when I can
Thanks for reading x