They wanted to play
Play pirates and monsters
They always hid me with the gold
In a house, I stayed
While evil was in here
The horror, it yelled and it scold
All by myself
I waited and got bored
And then they had came after me
And I tried to keep
The secrets inside me
The ones that they would later see
I'm tired and I'm dying.
I'm bored and bloodthirsty.
I'm asleep and I'm killing.
I'm done. There's no mercy.
And all the normals said, "Girl stop! Have self-control!"
This is why I'm never on patrol.
I don't know if I even have a soul.
Who am I now?
I paced around by myself in that room
It's colour was white til the end
There was this one window with nothing but glass
It didn't even try to defend.
I escaped and free again
I'm back and with a knife
I'm rested and I'm beggin
I just want to live my life
And then cops found out
"turn yourself in already"
I can't stop what they have done to me
Oh my God, just shoot me already
Who the fuck am I?
I now know every monster that hides under the beds.
I started to draw them so they wouldn't die when we're dead.
And I am best friends with the demons that live in our heads.
I wrote down each name so I will never die when I'm dead.
I'm psycho, get rid of me.
I'm deadly, can't you see?
I'm crazy, so just kill me
I'm more insane than you'll ever be.
And then I shouted out
"People, I'm demented!
Can you guys just stop your stupid shit?
Just kill me! Just stab until I'm dead"
Who am I again?
And now I'm back in another white room of death.
This is where I will take my last breath.
If anyone asks, I died by talking meth.
I am just the dead one.
