Silence before the storm

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Sometimes I just want to kill.
Or I just don't have a will.
And now I'm just talking to myself.

Yet I, I just want to feel.
And I, I don't know what's real.
Yet I am just putting down myself.

But I believe it's gonna be alright.
And I know that everything is norm.
I might lie to myself day and night.
But this is the silence before the storm.

I just need to shut them out.
Until I can see their doubt.
I know I'm just a placeholder.

Now I might just grab a knife.
Or two or three, four or five.
I know this will soon be over.

Silence. It's the loudest you'll here.
Silence. It shows all the fear.
Silence. It'll make you lose control.
Silence. The same as a black hole.

Silence. It'll bring you to tears.
Silence. You know why you hear
Silence when you gained your soul.
Silence. We're going as a whole.

Silence.
The sweet sound of silence.
Better than any Siren.
How long have I been

Silent?
I am done with waiting.
It's so aggravating.
It's no game we're playing.

Storm.

Everyday I'm fighting
The urge to stab somebody.
I'll be fast as lightning.
And trust me I'm not frightening.

Storm.

I swear I do not hate him,
It's more of a despising.
And now I'm compromising
The death & the disguising.

Storm.

I swear that if I tell them,
They won't ever tell on me.
I know that they will all see
The torture I've come to be.

Storm.

And now we're at the climax.
Better sooner than later.
And now I've made a crater.
But I know that we're greater.

It's just the silence.

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