Some things will get better
Some things are meant to be
And then I just fuck it up with all my feelings
Some people will stay
They will love and support you
And I just push them all away
I know that things will get better some day
I just have to wait my turn
Have to wait for all I've yearned to come true
I'm gonna make my life better
And my tears just might be wetter
I've for to be a better me
So I can be my own shoulder to lean on
And then I fall in this abyss of
Anger and selfhatred
I crash into the ground of reality
Some things don't get better
Some people betray
All Ive dreamt of washed away
And I don't even get a day
To cry and suffer all alone
In the one place I do call home
and so everything falls apart
And I can't take it in my heart
That I'll never be what I wanted
my life right now is just haunted
By the things I once believed in
I can barely even breathe in
And now look I'm panicking
While everyone is fast asleep
Well now I'm glad cause they can't hear me
now there is no one to see
How terrible I am..
And I have to live with that
