I just don't know why I am crying,
I just know I'm not alright.
Freaking out throughout the day,
And worrying all fucking night.
Get me out of here.
I don't know why you accused me,
I'm just trying to be hidden.
Why do you never see
That happiness is forbidden.
Stop me from feeling.
You don't even listen to my side of the story.
You just assume whatever you want.
They say wisdom comes with age,
But you just proved all of them wrong!
I swear that I'm innocent.
I swear that I'm insane.
But this doesn't make any sense.
Stop messing with my brain!
You say that you love me,
But do you really?
Leave me alone
I'm just acting silly.
And now that I've gone through this,
I'm feeling way too sad.
My headache just got worse,
"And knives are fucking bad."
Now, again, I'm under covers
Tryna suffocate myself.
Watching some Blue Exorcist,
And I think I've said enough.
But at least I have some friends
That will always make me feel good.
They stay will me til the end.
"It's all good in the hood."
Now I know why I am crying,
And I was never alright.
Acting happy through the day;
Killing myself through the night.
Once again, don't be sad.
I'm not gonna die today.
But sooner or later it'll happen;
I'm just really bad with dates.
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By the way:
Thanks for 500 reads.
I appreciate it.
I didn't think that this many people would read.
I guess that makes me happy too...
Thanks for reading.
