So when I was gone for a "week long vacation"
My dad's side of the family gave me that guilty sensation
Of course I didn't tell them where I went!
They can't know I'm insane!
They'll oppress me,
Depress me.
They're always the same.
I don't wanna complain.
They say that I could talk to them
But I aint say shit to my mother
So you guys can keep on walkin
And talkin. Look I'm not tryna be rude
But you get me in a bad mood
And that's true
You guys are so innocent
I bet the only bad thing that happened to you
Was my father's death
And I'm the only thing of him you have left
It would be better if you told me what happened to him
Before his heart stopped beating
Before he flew out his seat
Before the other car ran into him and beat him
Or what he's like
Stop saying that I look like him
It kinda feels bad
How would you react if they said that you looked like a dead guy
It doesn't make me feel right
At least, not inside
You guys hit me with all these emotions
But I cause no commotion
I'm only a connection
But I'm too stressed
For you to be messin with
And, trust me, I'm not hating on you
I'm not gonna sue
I'm just gonna say
You break my heart in two
I'll subdue
My inner demons
I'm asleep
But I'm not dreamin
Of that happy fantasy land
With two kids and a husband.
That's overrated, man.
They spoil me
They coil me
I can't believe I couldn't see
How they were nice to me
Why don't I have some fucking sanity.
Not even towards my family
And now I'm running out of time
And I'm running out of rhymes
Battery's on 3 percent
I'll be consent:
Now I've said what I've said
I better leave now
Before my iPad goes dead
Until next time,
I bow.
