Sometimes I just sit around.
Wonder about the shit that goes on,
But who would really listen?
No one really listens.
Sometimes I forget the sounds.
Think that I'm deaf when I'm
Not paying attention.
Who would pay attention?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm awake.
The things I do seem crazy,
But feels so real.
Nothing is real.
Sometimes I think I'm a mistake.
They say forgetting's easy.
My mind won't ever heal.
But I won't ever heal.
Sometimes I just. . .
Sometimes. . .
Things are just not easy.
Sometimes I just. . .
Sometimes. . .
People just don't see me.
Sometimes I just. . .
Sometimes. . .
I just go crazy.
Sometimes I just. . .
Sometimes, sometimes. . .
Sometimes. . .
Now I just lay around.
Distracting myself
So I think I'm not absurd.
I swear I'm not insane.
Now I just act delusional.
I act like a bitch.
Have you not heard?
I swear I have half a brain.
Now that I'm here,
Things have been different.
Now that I'm here,
People will listen.
Now that I'm here,
I can finally be sincere.
Now trust me when I say
Don't come near.
Because sometimes. . .
I said sometimes. . .
Life just goes downhill.
Sometimes it just. . .
Sometimes. . .
You have nothing to give.
Sometimes you just. . .
Sometimes. . .
You don't have a will
To live in this world.
What will I do now?
