I don't know what I'm saying and
I don't know why they're praying and
I'm tryna stop the crying but
Inside I know I'm dying and
I really want to help them but
I really can't I don't know what
To do about it
But what's bout to happen
Feels like I just trapped myself and
I just want to stop living so
Why do you keep on giving me
A reason to not die it's
Getting out of hand and
I just want to pull the trigger cause
My problems just get bigger plus
It doesn't really matter so
Can you stop all the chatter either
Way it's my decision and
You can not choose for me you
Barely pay attention so why
Do you pretend to support me I
Just want for you to move one you
Still have another child she
Looks and acts just like you you're
Both beautiful and wild I'm
Just the younger sibling that
No one pays attention to and
I know my sister hates me so
Why should I keep on living cause
Space is what I'm wasting and
You act like I'm important but
After you're just foreign and
I just want you to stop, mom.
