I should be dead,
But I'm not.
I should be jumping,
But I'm not.
I'm seeing red,
But I'm not.
And I never got caught
So I'll tie another knot.
I should just stop,
But I don't.
I should stay positive,
But I won't.
I should be smiling,
But I can't.
Don't have another rant,
Just plant another plant.
With a knife under my pillow
I'm just waiting to get hurt.
I should leave my hope right now
Cause I'm just hoping for the worst.
I'm just trying to impress them
With the puny life that's mine
I just want to make them all consider
Before I reach my final chime
And before I even start
I must say I'll never try
Their eyes just throw some darts
And my eyes know not to cry
Yeah I know I'm freaking awkward
But I'm not dealing with this shit
I'm not throwing any punches
I'm not trying to get hit
She thinks this is all a game
Getting my friends arrested
She knows we're all the same
But she's grading my test.
And I still hate her
So I'm doing it all
Not. For a reason.
Without my ignorance,
She's too small.
So now it's just
A game of ball.
