Sometimes
I just feel like I'm just a piece of shit
Sometimes
I just tell everyone the same lie of "I'm fine"
And think that it's true
But there's one more thing:
You don't know me like I do.
And when I keep my mouth closed
All my words can't be heard
So when she holds me so close
I just think she's absurd
When I'm finally happy
And cry tears of joy in my hands
People still think I'm sad
And I just need a friend
But you were never there
So why should I care
You don't know
What I felt
And they say that a smile
Keeps you happy for a while
And when I finally do
I don't think that it's true
I lie again and again
And I never press send
You don't know
My struggles
When I am glad
And I don't know how to even feel sad
And my friends are here
I swear they're sincere
And when I cry by myself
Trapped inside my room
And think about things
That I don't want to do
You don't know
What I've seen
And so I just cry
To keep it all to myself
They said they could try
But I reject their help
And when I'm in public
And I sob in the back
None of the crowd
Helps me
Because I said
My life's on track
You don't know
How much I suffer
I just want to fit in
But not with all the rest
Because all they do
Is make me more stressed
I just needed someone
Who is just like myself
We'd stick together
Don't need no one else's help
We'd just talk to each other
Through good and bad
Stop being bipolar
Stop being depressed
We can get through this together
if we just try
And I'm sorry that I have to say
Goodbye
Don't be sad
Don't you worry
I'm not in a hurry
Don't cry
Don't grieve
I'm trying to believe
That I could be great
In my own special way
I just want you to know
I'll come back someday
