Dope

23:I Knew It...

  I looked at her, my eyes filled with guilt. I am at a lost for words, damn, how did I get caught?

  "I knew it, you have been cheating on me with Leigh-Ann! I have just been waiting for some proof. Guess what? I got it. What does she have that I don't?" She exclaimed at me. I managed to find some words. "Dinah it's not like that! She kissed me!" I say, trying to take as little responsibility as I can. But with Dinah, it is not workin' with her. " You could've pulled back. You are way stronger than her. Take some fucking responsibility man!" She continues to yell at me.

  "Dinah, I have not been happy with you. You are always busy and when you aren't you are either sleep or sitting on your ass." I told her, it was the truth this time. If you thought we were good, these last few weeks, the you were wrong. It's terrible in my perspective.

  "Well, if you must know, little Miss Perfect, it's called working. But I guess you know nothing about that do you. You got everything you wanted when you wanted, I always had to wait until the next pay day and I didn't get it because my mother stayed behind on bills." She cried out to me. Even know that was true I still wasn't satisfied. "First of all, you know damn well you don't work. You are a pop singer, you make thousands of dollars every day. Going to three meetings a day for the whole morning doesn't mean that you cant take some time out and spend it with your girlfriend." I said harshly, it may have been harsh but it was true from the heart.

  I just had to say it. She thinks that she does everything in the world, like girl sit down. I'm tried and tried to keep my opinion in, it's just too hard to now. She just pushing the wrong buttons. I'm gonna stop being quiet and open my mouth. God gave me it and I'm gonna use it.

Dinah just sat there with tears rolling down. "Now everyone hates me. You know what? This ain't gonna work out. As of right now, consider me your ex-girlfriend. Excuse your self." She said, putting her hands to her face, collecting the salty tear drops in the palms. Me, on the other hand, I just leave. I guess it's over.

  I thought this would happen. I just thought it would have happened at a much worse way. I don't even want to get in to that.

  I walk into my apartment and go in my room and bonce onto my bed. I jump as my butt vibrates, it's my phone. It's a text from Leigh-Ann, great.

Leigh-Ann: 12:39am-I know who sent​ those pictures to Dinah

Leigh-Ann: 12:39am- if you are before I do knock her little ugly ass out

  I chuckle a little at that last message. I was sure curious to found out who did it.

Me: 12:41am-who did it

Leigh-Ann: 12:43am-it was Jade

Me: 12:44am-I thought she wasn't a rat

Leigh-Ann: 12:44am- she is such a dog she'll do anything just to not catch a beating

Me: 12:48am-I'm so done with her

Leigh-Ann: 12:52am-I'm not she exposed my business!

Leigh-Ann: 12:53am-speaking of that kiss...

Leigh-Ann: 12:53am-did it um mean anything to you

Me: 12:54am- yeah it did a little but that little bit of feelings caused me to do something I regret a little

Leigh-Ann: 12:54am- explain

Me: 12:56am- she confronted me and we were arguing. She spilled some secrets she had about me about how she thought I was spoiled and so I said that she is not all that and she's not slick

Leigh-Ann: 12:57am-really Kordei

Me: 12:58am-hey she wanted to truth I gave it to her. Well now everyone is really against her her and Camila are fussing over some Camren shit I really don't care about and ally isn't speaking to anyone really and the rest she just doesn't mess with

Leigh- 1am-Ann: I feel sorry for her

Me: 1am-eh

Leigh-Ann:1:01am- that's kind of cold😂

  It wasn't any texting just looking at the screen.

Leigh-Ann: 1:05am- um Normani?

Leigh-Ann: 1:07am- I didn't want to ask yet since you just got out of a relationship I just wanted to be friends with benefits

I saw it but I didn't respond. Just being a tease.

Me: 1:12am- I mean I guess I don't know🙃🙃...

Leigh-Ann: 1:14am- tease😜

Me: 1:15am yeah I'd like that I'll talk to you tomorrow I have school.

  She told me okay and I put my phone on the charger. I did my nightly routine and got in to my bed. I was just smiling and frowning, just as I thought of the day that I've had. Maybe tomorrow will be better?

New chap bishes. Bye!