Yeah I know, that was a bitch move, but he was being real rude. I know that I hurt Camila, but I don't need everyone reminding me, just makes me feel more guilty, I don't like to feel like that, you know?
I saw someone walking up to me, I was a couple blocks away from the radio station, when I'm mad I walk, I even walked a mile before. It was Camila! I tried to hide myself, but it was too late, she walked up to me.
"Hey." She answered, quietly, sitting next to me. "I heard the show, he was being a dick, honestly. I mean yeah, we hurt each other, but he didn't have to act like that." She said. I was just speechless, I didn't even think she'd want to take
"Look, Lauren, I'm not mad at you anymore. I got over it, I got over a lot of things. I have just been doing a lot of thinking, these past couple weeks, that's why I've been making these choices. But I realize, it's for the best. Like maybe you and me, weren't meant for each other, maybe the break up was for the best." She explained. I frowned, even though what she she said was right.
"At least I thought we were, but everything happens for a reason." She added in. "You're right. Plus, I'm not surprised you realized that before me. I've been mourning over the fact for a while now, and I wanted us to have this talk also. I'm tired of every time people see my name or your name, they have to think of all the hate and the mean stuff, I'm just tired of it. I didn't want it to end this way, but like you said, everything happens for a reason." I said.
I started to shed a tear. I usually don't do this, but I've been trying to express myself for a while now. "Let it out, baby girl, this is good. Instead of always trying to be big and bad and keep everyone in a bubble, why do you think I'm always so emotional?"
She let me rest on her shoulder, man this feels so right, but at the same time it feels wrong.
"Look I still want to be friends, not just for the fans, I'd still like to keep in touch." She said. I nodded, "my numbers the same. Look I have to go but text me later." She said, waving as she walked off. I fixed my face and just went home, I don't even want to go back to that dusty ass radio station.
I got home and changed, I'm about to take a nap.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Three hours later
My nap was interrupted by my door. "Really?" I groaned. I soon got up and opened it, it was Normani Dinah and Ally.
"Who gave you permission o leave, Lern Jergi?" Ally joked. I chuckled, "that guy was being a asshole, so the best thing I could do besides whipping his ass was to leave. But I did on good deed." I said. "Which was?" Normani asked, wanted me to continue.
"I made up with Camila." I said. They gasped. "You guys are back together?" Dinah asked, a bit shocked. "Not exactly." I shook my head, "we're just friends." I confirmed. They sighed, "okay." They all said. We just talked and talked.
"Well it's 10pm, we might as well stay the night." Ally suggested. I nodded, "you left like 10 outfits over here from when we were packing so I saved them, they were too boyish for me. I think most of them are Dinah's." I said, playfully winking at Dinah. "Of course, I got swag." She said. We started laughing, well I feel better.
