"You!" I cried out. Camila just stood there silently. India was staring at her blankly, Normani had a shocked face and everyone else is just surprised. I have known Cam the longest, what did I do for her to do this?
"Dinah-"
A tear rolled down, here comes my crying. "Don't Dinah me, you ruined two of the best relationships and times that I had. I was finally happy with the fact that I have a significant other, finally free to be gay. But you just had to sabotage it all. I don't think I can stand to see you. "
I ran out of there and India chases me. Dozens of tears coming out my eyes like rain, I have never been this hurt. I have been hurt but not like super hurt. I guess everyone experienced this before, I am just a little late.
I sat on the bench just thinking and thinking, so what does this mean for both of my exes? They both want me, but who do I choose? And if me and Camila will patch things up, I don't think so right now.
Probably not.
I saw India walk up and sit down.
"Hey. " She sympathetically greeted me. I wave and put my hands in my face. "I'm so lost at this point. There's a lot of stuff going on right now and I have to make some tough choices." I took my hands out my face and put one on my chin and the other in my lap.
India gave me a reluctant look. "What choices?"
I sigh. "Look India I'm going to be straight up with you. Me and Normani have been talking and we have found out we're not over each other completely. Don't get me wrong, I had major feelings for you but I still had that little, tiny tiny piece that wanted her. I need to pick." I explained. She didn't give the response I was expecting.
"What a coincidence. I have been doing the same thing with Leigh Ann! I am not over her completely. Like you said I had major feelings but a peace of me still wanted her. So I guess we both have to make some decisions." She answered. So I guess we're both in some pretty deep shit.
"I'll give you and I some room so we can figure out what we want." I said. She nodded and she left. I am still sitting there thinking, tomorrow is an off day so I'm just gonna check into a hotel. I just need to be by myself and start to enjoy my own company.
Next day...
I woke up. I checked the time and was a quarter to eleven. I am going to talk to Normani today. I get in the shower and put on this.
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Then I put on my gray Jordan's and then I left.
At Normani's house
"How are you feeling?" She said handing me a cup of tea. I thank her and nod, "I'm feeling alright for the moment, I just never been hurt like that before. It felt weird to me to be so emotional. I have never been that relationship happy, type person. I always was the tomboy that was single and rejected every person who asked me out. But when me and you fell out I was sad, and that was a crazy feeling."
She nodded as I was talking. "I have never been like that either. You know when Camila did that and ruined us, I felt that weird feeling of emotion also. It's like, I don't know just something I have never felt before. You get me?" She replied. Smiling at the last sentence.
I nodded with a smile. Me and her always connected, so did me and India. That's why this choice will be so tough, I am good with both of them but I have to choose one. If I talk to both of them some more, I'll make my choice and choose my girl.
"About Camila, that's what you call fake friends." Normani chuckled. "Oh yes she's getting cut off, I can't trust her anymore and I'm not taking any chances. We already fell out the first time and I'm not doing this any more. I can't speak for every one else though." I said.
Normani shook her head. "Same for me, when I first met her she was like iffy, I didn't think we'd last as friends. So it's not really a big shock." Normani answered. We talked off topic for a little more then I left.
