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Hey, guys.

This isn't part of the story but it's really important. I really enjoy writing stories for you all, but lately I haven't been getting a lot of support like I used to. I know it sounds really rude to say, but I'm going through some tough times and it would mean the world to me to see comments and likes and stuff.

I guess I'll tell you a little of what's going on. Now, some people have it WAY worse than me.

For starters, I've really liked this one guy for almost three years, and I felt like he was low key flirting with me for a year. And then he started dating someone else and I was tossed aside. And let me tell you, it fucking sucks.

I play soccer on a travel team and its been all good, until our tournament last weekend. I had enough. There's this one girl, who I played with previously, that bullied me and gave me anxiety and insecurity problems and she just started doing it again. And now half the team hates me and says I shouldn't be on the team when I'm the reason that three of my teammates and the best players are on the team. It high key 110% pisses me off. I legit started standing up for myself and the bullshit meter is at 86%.

And lastly, I guess I'm starting to become depressed and falling within my mind. Some of my friends have stopped talking to me, and just the other day one of my best ones ditched me for her boyfriend. So I only have one friend, my best friend, that I can truly trust. And she's not in any of my classes. All my anxiety and insecurities have caught up to me and I will never, EVER cut myself, but it still sucks because I can't do anything.

So, sorry for my long rant and stuff, but I just needed to get this off my chest. It would mean the world for me if we could go back to the good old days with all the support we gained for Imperfectly Perfect.

Thanks for understanding, love you guys! <3

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