I Never Thought This Would Be Us- Nathan Sykes Fan Fic

Chapter 24-The Confession

LIZZY'S POV

•2 weeks later•

So it's been two weeks since we had that date with all if the girls and guys. Nothing really interesting had happened to me after that. I have kind of been avoiding everyone because I don't really know how to tell Nathan about what's going on with me. I have been trying to figure out how to tell him... I just don't know how. But what do I have to lose? It's not like he will leave me will he? Pshhh. No. I need to tell him now... This is making me more depressed and distancing me from my friends. I stood up from the couch in the basement, took a deep breath and began to walk upstairs in our room to where Nathan was. I knocked on the door. He hasn't been lively for the past couple weeks either. Maybe it's because I have been shutting him out too. Why am I doing that? I know it's hurting him... Why the hell would I want to hurt the person I love? "Who is it." Nathan said very blandly. "It's Lizzy." I scratched the back of my neck. "Oh... come in." I walked into the room and saw Nathan laying on the bed with his phone in his hands. I awkwardly walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, as Nathan was taking up the entire bed. "What do you want?" I sighed. "Maybe this isn't a good time" I got up to leave and he grabbed my arm. "No. Lizzy. Stay." I sat back down. "Why are you getting cranky with me Nathan?" I asked. "You've been distancing yourself from me and everyone else. We know something is wrong. I want to know why you're always down in the basement. Falling asleep on the couch. Not having full conversations with me. What is it? Do you want to break up with me? Is that is Lizzy? Do you not think no one notices? Because we all do." My mouth hung open. I was shocked at what he said. "Nathan... None of that is true. I actually wanted to talk to you about why I keep distancing myself.." I trailed off. Nathan sat up and grabbed my hand. "Well, what is it?" I took a big breath. "Nathan. I've been trying to figure out how to tell you this for the last two weeks... I don't know how to tell you and just keeping this from you had made me more and more depressed. So here goes nothing... When my dad left me when I was younger we moved to Gloucester, yeah? So we could get away from everything. Start a new life! I was 6 years old at the time. Ever since my dad left my mom started being so bitter to me... Each and everyday it got worse. My moms temper got short... She called me names. And as I got to the age of 14, it turned into hitting me, throwing me against walls, calling me names..." Nathan's eyebrows furrowed as I could tell he was worried. I began to cry. Nathan pulled me onto his lap and I rested my head on his chest. Silently sobbing. "... And that black eye and bloody nose I came home with? That was from her. I lied to you. And I didn't like it. I'm so sorry babe. I never wanted to lie to you." I started to cry more. "Shhhh. It's okay. Calm down honey. Everything will be okay. I won't let anything happen to you." Nathan kissed my head. I carried on "and this damn locket she gave me? She only gave it to me so people didn't act suspicious about her and everything." I sobbed. "Lizzy... Why didn't you tell me?" I started to cry more. "She told me that if I ever told anyone she would make sure something bad would happen to me and the person I told." Nathan isn't respond. He just held me in his arms until I stopped crying. Sometimes he would occasionally hum. It was very soothing. I really like this boy. "Lizzy, I'm going to treat you like a princess. You deserve Iy. Clean up and do whatever you need to do... I'm going to take you out." I smiled then kissed him. I went into the bathroom and showered scrubbing the makeup off my face. After I got out I blow dried my hair so it was perfectly straight. I wore a medium pink coloured skinny jeans, a crop top that says 'find your happy place' on it, a knitted white beanie, nude colour flats with gems on them, and my locket. I decided on no makeup since it's just going to be me and Nathan. So it wasn't any problem.

(Lizzy's Outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/date_with_nathan/set?id=116970551)

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Hey guys! Sorry this is a bit short... But I am really lazy so I am not going to do a date scene since it's just going to be a boring filler. I have a bit of writers block... But I will update soon! Softball season is starting for me tomorrow so I have to focus on my practicing and training. So I will not update for at least another week. I promise when I update next it will be long! Thanks for reading everyone!;*

Question of the day- what's your favourite Disney princess?(;

My answer- Cinderella! My mum always used to call me Cinderella:/

•Lizzy•