At My Worst ( a Nicholas Matthews story)

Do you know how i feel? Well apparently you did.

"Nick, did Lloyd ever remind you about that song" Johnny asked, "Goddamn liar? Like i told him to"

"Yeah. Wait you knew about that song?" I thought I met Johnny after I wrote it. Wasn't I in middle school?

"Yeah. It was about that Sobrina girl that did a whole lot of crap to you, right?" I guess he did know about it. "Like se used you and cheated on you."

"Yes?" i looked at him with confusion. "I don't remember telling you about this"

"Well I walked in on you having a mental breakdown in the bathroom." He explained. " Well Not walked in on. More like, i heard you crying and could see your feet from outside of the stall. Then made you come out and tell me what was wrong."

"Oh yeah." I remember that. I was doing more than crying though.... A lot worse too. I'm surprised he didn't notice. Thank God for the long sleeves.. Or jacket.. Either way.

"Then you showed me the song in that tree house in the middle of the woods." I told Johnny more about this crap than I thought. So he knew I wanted to slit my wrists as the lyrics said. He knew i was heart broken. Wow. "I liked that tree house."

"Yeah.. Me too." i agreed, "That's where we met."

"Yeah that's right!" He smiled, then frowned, "You were on the verge of tears that day."

"Heh..." crap more times he saw me upset. "You scared the living shit out of me. I hadn't ever seen anyone else there. When i saw you I fell from 15 feet high."

"Thank god you were ok. I still can't believe you didn't even break a bone." he laughed.

"Yeah. I hit my head really hard though." I said. "Then you came to my side."

"You didn't speak to me for like 10 minutes." he laughed.

"I hated talking to new people. And you had just seen me embarrass myself. And I was upset do you really think I was going to talk to you." I explained.

"True... Damn that was so long ago. We were like 15. I feel old."  

  

(I know I just said i was going to wait to write the next story.. But while writing this chapter I really want to put everything together XD.. I need to make up my mind jesus christ. Idk when I'll actually post it but one day.)