At My Worst ( a Nicholas Matthews story)

She's got ME under a spell

We sat on the couch, staring at each other. She's so beautiful, how have I not realized that until now. Her stunning light brown eyes locked on mine. I broke eye contact, because I'm shy of her and couldn't keep it up. I looked down at my knees. She lifted my head by pushing it up with her her index finger. We locked eyes again, slowly closing them as we leaned in to each other. I coursed my fingers through her black her, as they shake slightly from the nervousness of messing this up. This is beginning to sound like a lot like 'voodoo.' I felt the spark between us. More than I've ever felt it with anyone else. This kiss, it's actually love. Not some joke, lie, or manipulation. She pulled away. Fuck. What did I do now? She stared into my eyes once more and gave me a gorgeous smile that's probably making me blush. She leaned in again as we closed our eyes. How did I go from being on the edge of cutting myself to kissing the girl i have a huge crush on in less than an hour.

"What the-" I heard a familiar voice say in front of us. I opened my eyes in surprise and so did Jessica. She pulled away and sat as if we hadn't just been making out. It's just Lloyd, who had i guess really quietly come in through the front door. "What happened to not dating?" he teased.

"Uuuh-" I look at Jess with wide, hoping she would answer. I mean I don't know what this is. I haven't asked her out. She hasn't asked me out. There's no official relationship. If i say yes she could question me. If i say no she could get offended.

"I leave you alone for 2 hours and this is what I walk into, you two making out on my couch." he laughed. I still didn't say anything.

"What's in the bag?" i asked, trying to change the topic.

"Trying to avoid my questions, shame on you" He joked, "It's your Christmas gift"

Something else he's giving me?! I can't even get him something. "Oh... cool.. I guess."

"Yep. You're gonna like it" he told me. I smiled awkwardly in response. He needs to stop getting me stuff. I feel awful. Dammit Lloyd, why do you have to be so nice. "So are you two a thing now or what?" and were back here.

"I'll let Nick answer that." Jess said, looking at me with a grin. Thanks for putting the pressure on me.

What do I say. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Aww shiiiit. Waiting for an answer they stared at me."Uuum.. Yes?" I answered unsure of the right answer.

"Funny. I don't remember being asked out." she teased.

"Well then..." I said, "I would want this to be more romantic but since you asked for it. Jessica Ess will you go out with me?" That was awkward. I could not have been more awkward. Dammit!

"Of course I will." She kissed me on the cheek.

"Well there's your answer." i told Lloyd.

"Way to go, Nick" He cheered. "I'm so sorry Jessica."

We all laughed, but all I could here is Jessica's laugh. 

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