At My Worst ( a Nicholas Matthews story)

I Truly Believe That i'll Never be cool

As I opened the door to Lloyd's house, I heard a car pull up behind me. It's Johnny! I waved at him as i waited for him to get out of the car.

"Hey." i greeted.

"Dude... Don't scare us like that ever again." he told me, as we walked into the house.

"Yeah.. Sorry. I won't, I promise."

"Thank you. So what were you outside, did Lloyd really let you out of his sight?" he asked, laughing.

"I mean i kinda just left while he was still asleep." i responded.

"Oh, where'd you go?"

"To a park near by. I needed a relaxing place to write." i explained as lifted my journal up.

"A song? Let me see." I handed him the notebook after flipping to the right page. He sat down on the couch and read it. After a about a minute he looked up, "This is really good. Does this mean you've decided to rejoin Get Scared?"

"I guess" I said, smiling awkwardly. "I still don't think kicking out Joel is nice though."

"He's been a solo artist and has a fan base, I'm sure he'll do fine." he argued.

"I guess so."

Lloyd came out of his room. His hair messy, and his eyes tired, he yawned. "Oh hey Johnny"

"Did you just now wake up?" i asked.

"I woke up at like 8 but noticed you were gone so decided to go back to sleep." he explained, "so what were you writing?"

"Lyrics."

"Cool. Sing to me" He demanded as a joke.

"You know i can't sing." yes, I'll say that even after being complimented on my voice and being the lead singer for years.

"Nick.. What are you talking about you're our singer for a reason." He laughed.

"Shhh... That doesn't mean anything." I joked.

"You are also the coolest." he added.

"No need for the lies" i laughed. 

(NOT PART OF THE STORY. This is just something that has recently happened so if you are not interested in my life then don't continue reading. But you might want cuz why not XD. So I was at Main Event (a place where you can play arcade games, laser tag and bowl)  for my birthday. I was having a blast with my best friend. Then coming out of laser tag i got a glance of someone's face. "That looks a lot Like Lloyd." i thought. Then I saw a guy in all black and a beanie. "Nick... Nick wears beanies like that" As i got closer I saw tattoos on his neck. The matched perfectly. "OMG THAT's NICK MATTHEWS!" i walked up to him and awkwardly said hi. I got a picture with him and my friend and then left him alone for a while (But still creepily watching from a distance XD) Then i went back and got Nick, Johnny, Lloyd, and Dan's autographs. A bit later my friend got them to sing happy birthday to me, while Nick said he couldn't sing. I got hugs from all of them. Adam wasn't there which was sad, but I was still super happy. Nick was so cute. I didn't he had short blonde hair now. i guess Dan didn't realize I was a fan cuz i saw him  and was like Dan! but he looked at me like wtf how do you know my name. Then on our way out I saw him again and asked for a hug and he gave me the same look but my friend was like It's her birthday and he was like oh cool gave a high five and then hugged me. Also Johnny has a beard?! and Lloyd has really really short hair?! Whaaaat?! They had just played a show at my town the night before so i guess they were just there for fun. Best Birthday Ever! Best Day Ever! Thanks for reading!)