I'm So Sick {BoyxBoy & FIN}

Fight Club

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I leaned cheek on my hand and watched the teacher talk about China and Europe. I would love to listen to her but my mind didn’t seem clear. He would pop out of nowhere and I would have to close my eyes to make him disappear. The bell rang and I quickly grabbed my stuff, tried to get out of the classroom when a voice stopped me. “Gabriel?”

I groaned silently and turned around to see the teacher waving her hand for me to go with her. When I got to her desk, her brown eyes looked into mine and I looked away. I didn’t need their pity.

“I’m sorry what happened,” she said slowly. It sounded like I was a baby and couldn’t understand what she was saying. I gripped the desk, digging my nails to forget about what happened. “Are you okay?”

I looked back at her. Am I okay? Did I look fucking okay? I freaking haven’t speak in your class and you think I’m okay? I shook my head and walked out of her class. I didn’t have time for that. Plus, she wasted my lunch time.

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I sat in my regular seat for lunch and watched my friends talk about random things. I could careless. I wanted to go home and take a nap or get away from these people. I took out a pen and pencil and drew the only person that came to my mind. He knew I drew him most of the time because I gave him my drawings of him. He would smile and kissed me on the cheek.

“Hey, isn’t that the redhead you always hang out with?” Keith asked.

I flipped the paper over and gave him a death glare. I sometimes hated my friends. Seriously. In the beginning, they were the best people ever. They made me laugh, smile, and joke around but it’s just plain annoying when they get in my business.

Keith backed up and sighed. He knew why I was like this. Everyone knew and it was pissing me off that they knew. The table got a little quiet and I was actually surprised for once. They were four people in our table. Keith and I and two other girls, Nancy and Corra. I looked up and saw them staring at them. I blinked and they blinked back and sighed.

Nancy placed a hand on top of mine and gave me sad eyes. “Gabe,” anger was rising in me, “we need to talk.”

I nodded and they looked relieved.

“We think it’s best if you see someone.”

I raised an eyebrow. Corra butted in. “Its to help you. We are deeply sorry about what happened but we know you’re not okay and we’ll like to help you. Please.”

I snatched my hand away from Nancy’s and stood up, grabbing my things. I didn’t need help. I just wanted to be alone. I wanted him back. I wanted the cuts to go deeper. Why the hell it didn’t go deeper? I wouldn’t be here and have this useless talk with them. I turned around and walked away from them.

“Gabe, it’s been a year! You need to get over it! You’re just hurting yourself!” I heard Keith yelled.

I stopped dead in my tracks and the anger had exploded. I dropped my things and quickly walked to Keith. His eyes widen and I didn’t hold back. I raised my fist and punched him straight in the face, hitting his nose. His back landed on the wall and he grabbed his nose. I grabbed the collar of his shirt and kept punching him and punching him until his face was bruised.

“Gabe stop it! You’re hurting him! Gabe!”

The screams rang my ears. I felt hands on my arms and I struggled with them, pushing them away and punching Keith again. I lifted my fist again until I saw blood spilled out of nose and mouth. His brown eyes were getting swollen, his lips were splitted opened, and his nose was a little crooked.

I let go of him and glanced at Nancy and Corra and they had horrified faces. I grabbed my stuff again and walked out of the lunch room. I didn’t need help.