She's still standing.

The One Where They...You Know...

Chapter 43

Noah and I filled them in on the lunch situation with Celia.

It was now 10 pm and my mom told us we should be getting home if we'd be getting up for school. She'd stay with Summer and call into work. Summer was fast asleep. Noah Maggie and I were sitting in a little triangle talking about stuff. Maggie kept trying to scoot close to Noah but he kept scooting close to me.
"Noah...?" Maggie asked

"Hmm?"

"So Shailey's your girlfriend?" she asked disgustedly.

"What's it to you?"

"Just wondering why you're dating her when you could be dating me!" she threw her hands up in the air and gave a smirk. i tried to keep my food down.

"Excuse me?!?" I piped in. "Why would he want to date you?!?!?" i said. Even though i thought about it and was wondering why he wanted to date me. i mean, im a mess, i'm not even pretty and i'm probably annoying as hell. and He's gorgeous and sweet and caring and gorgeous and loving and understanding and perfect and did i mention gorgeous?

"Shays right...what are you talking about?" He questioned. "I love Shailey. She's the best thing that's happened to me, and i would never leave her." i smiled at him, knowing he really meant that from his heart.

she then said, "C'mon You're hot. I'm hot. Clearly there's a connection here." She said twirling her hair. "So dump her and date me." The prissy little princess insisted. i think she was a little delirious, or high or some shit. i don't even know.

"No, I don't want you. and i never will." Noah said firmly. "And the only connection here is between me and Shailey. The way she makes me feel is just...indescribable. And I never want to know how I feel without her again. i was at my worst and she was there. she was at her worst and i was there."

I blushed. "Thanks Noah." i said "I...It means a lot to me-to know that you want me."

Maggie's face turned bright red. She stood up and walked straight out of the room without saying anything. Apparently it's the first time she hasn't gotten what she wanted. Looks like my babe's got a not so secret admirer, I'm going to have to keep my eye on her.

Summer woke up, and we talked a while. Noah and I left about 11:15. He stayed with me at my house again.

" did you really mean all that stuff?" I asked him "you know, at the hospital?"

"Of course Shay. Look at how much you've changed me. And I feel so great. Being with you is like oh my god I can't even describe. you just make me feel good whenever I'm around you or even think about you. I just love you so fucking much." He said. we headed upstairs to my room. we weren't even into the room and He kissed me slowly pushing me, slowly, closer to the bed. He quickly removed my jacket and glasses and lightly threw them onto the chair. I took off his shirt, still kissing him. he closed the door with his foot.

"Are you sure?" I asked him between kisses.
"Definitely." He responded firmly kissing my neck.

We worked our way to the bed still kissing. He laid me down gently as I removed his belt and pants and he pulled my dress up over my head and fully off. It was just him and I passionately and purely. No games. Truly committed to each other.
He continued kissing me again. Putting each arm on opposite sides of my core. He kissed me more aggressively now. Working his way down. Neck...chest...stomach... he found his way back to my lips and it finally happened, what I've been waiting for.
He thrust in and out and I grasped Noah's back and dug my nails into it. Our groans and moans became louder, his sweat dripped down touching my stomach. Our breath became hot, breathing heavily and faster each minute. The passion of our love could be felt from miles away. Our cusses became louder and louder every second.
Noah finished, he dropped all his weight on top of me and rolled over to one side of the bed.
It was silent for about two minutes as I reflected on what just happened. Smiling from ear to ear but tired at the same time. My heart still beating so fast, the feeling of Noah inside me still felt so real. Noah rolled over to me and kissed my forehead and wrapped me in his arms. "Worth the wait?" He grinned.

"Worth the wait."

We ended up just falling asleep in each other's arms. He woke me up at about 4 am and told me he should head home. He pulled me in for one last passionate kiss and got into the shower real quick. He put his clothes on and left immediately after. Now that I was up I took a shower, too. As I washed my hair I thought about going back to school. I think I was ready. I was ready to face the people who made me feel like a nothing and show them that I am okay. I washed my body and face and decided to shave my legs, since i haven't done that in a while. I hopped out of the shower and put on some pajamas. I checked my phone for a message from Mom. There wasn't one, so I called her to check in on Summer. She said she was still sleeping peacefully. She asked me why I was still up on a school night, so I just told her I was nervous about going back, which was actually true. She gave me this long lecture of how I shouldn't be afraid but she understands and blah blah blah I think I fell asleep half way through.

After that long ass phone call, I put in my earbuds and fell back asleep to the sound of Brendon Urie's perfect voice.

xxxxx
aye. 

this chapter is dedicated to my freaky ass friend who wanted me to write this.

but yeah.

alright. 

byeee peace and blessings

oh and ps i put a very nice picture of Brendon up there for your liking.

no need to thank me. but you're welcome.